I have edited the layout and making it more spacious! However, this time round, my blog decided to be firefox unfriendly. The footer appear to be right behind my blog entries if you are using firefox to view it. If you are using IE, then gratz, nothing is affecting you. Haha. Hopefully, I am smart enough to fix it. Also, oh yea
我可以写华语咯!太好了!Anyway, I intend or try to complete/accomplish any of the following asap...
- Email my team members before this Friday!!!
- Add tag/labels to all entries
- Add in my movie reviews for 12 Lotus and The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor.
- Buy Cannon IXUS 80. Da zhu's friend got some really good deal.
- Get a temp job soon. Staying at home is getting bored!
- Finish my HK itinery.
- STOP LISTENING TO 如果我有一百万 (Hokkien). LOL. This song is damn nice
Oh, I realized that my comments, thoughts and whatever is getting lesser and lesser. I have make this blog looking like a photo log. So now I'm trying to make a little bit more effort here ya?
I find myself really being spoilt by people around me. They are always been so nice to me and let me do whatever I want. No, they don't make me feel like a princess nor I want to be one but they make me become someone who is very stubborn and willful.
Well, let me start off with talking about him, Shaun, the only 2nd man in my life. I can really count myself lucky to have someone like him. I think only he can tolerate my nonsense, my on-off mood, stubborn-ness and YES my think-I-am-very-smart kind of attitude. If you are my friends (even super duper close friends like Grassy =P), you probably won't know how super horrible my attitude can be. LOL.
What I like about him? He is GOOD LOOKING (ok at least to me, lol), not overly sociable, not a very demanding person, quite laid back, and most of all, he is really a honest guy. You know he is something like Grassy. She is not super sociable and yet she can chat rubbish (non stop somemore) with someone like me. We don't have alot of things in common but we just got something to talk about all the time. It is just like fate, like so happen that I am just so "
gum" with Grass and him too. Maybe, grassy has 2 version, 1 female and 1 male. HAHA.
What I dislike about him? He is too shy, can't even socialize with my buddies and a little childish. Hmmm... I shall out list all.
Like my parent, he dotes on me a lot. 99% of the time I do get what I want - Soft toys, watch, necklace, food or anything you name it. I just to whine abit, he will give in. Anyway, I have kinda stop doing all these now. I am not so childish okay!
Few weeks ago, I think we argue about something (I always don't remember what we fight about. I do have very bad memory.) I complaint all the bad things about him and and.. and... I can't remember. Lol. Then so happen that I saw a care bear on a website, I told him that it's cute and the next thing was... I got it. =P I know he wants me to be happy. Haha.

When there is a conflict, I will push all the blames on him because I really feel that it was his fault. He never really pushes back the blames. I wonder if he really thinks everything is his fault or he think its foolish to push back the blame?
I remembered at the beginning, I didn't really love him. I only put like 30% of heart in as everything is kind of fresh and I thought it's fun to play along. Haha. I always think that relationship is something that I shouldn't be very serious about. Hur! Hur!
As the first year goes by, I keep picking things about him, like his job, habits, thinking, characteristics and basically everything. Oh man, I think I am looking for some Mr Pefect here. I keep making him change in many things (ok at least for his own good too). I wonder if he is unhappy about it at that time? I always hear people said that if you love someone, don't ever try to change him/her, just love him/her as it is. BUT I CAN'T. HAHA.
How to love a man that has so many bad points in my eyes? I don't want a man who doesn’t has his own thinking and etc. I DO ASK FOR A LOT. So if you want to be my bf, it is not that simple because I am so damn bossy (on the inside. Lol)
I always trying to be as perfect as possible in everything (I know I am not perfect) so when comes to the man I love, I want him to be the same. I am self-centered. =/
Many times, I try to give up this relationship because I hate the extra burden. I really don't like to be in relationship because there is a need to commit in it and you lose alot of your freedom but he is always the strongest pillar to hold this relationship. I was really like... Why this silly man has to be so stubborn? Haha.
Now, we are more stable and he got a job as a recruitment agent (better prospect!), those bad habits are slowly going away and oh, he got a maid. Lol. Ok, the maid is not relevant here.
2 years plus down the road, I guess we getting more stable and yea really able to go Hong Kong without having my parent to worry about us.
At least, I feel that I didn't take him for granted. I do appreciate whatever things he has done for me and at the same time I will do something back as a favor. Most importantly, I DON'T TREAT HIM LIKE MY ATM OKAY!! I don't need him to feed me but I just need his attention when I need it. Lol. I know I am lucky but I am not abusing it.
After reading it, don't you feel its to jia lat to be with someone like me? HAHA. I won't blame you for thinking that because I am merely talking about all the bad things. Those good things I have done, I don't have to show off right? Lol.
My next entry shall be about
GRASSY LEONG. Oh so interesting right?