I wanna blog something. The phrases, sentances and paragraphs keep on repeating in my head.....

Generally speaking there are two kinds of truths in this world( let's say in Singapoer), : one which is inherent to the logic our natural reality, and one that rests upon a group of individuals forming a social truth. Social truth, is some sort of what we call a social acceptance.

There are 2 negative things abou it:

1) Socially accepted behaviour are often spoken too much of that one or most is/are afraid to speak up the truth of their action as they are afraid the rest of the world will disagree and so they dare not speak.

2) You do, I do if not im out! If I don't do, I will lose it. I must do it too. End up everyone is doing it so why not JUST DO IT.

Can such things ever be positive?:

It's not something good or bad because I got no conclusion for it either. I may speak the way like what the rest of the people are talking ( not thinking,just words) about but I may not be behaving it in that way. It can only be positive if you know or MATURE enough to know what you are doing and of cos, not afraid to speak up which is not easy for an Asian country.

Alright, what the hell I'm trying to say here? If you are smart you should know. I'm just saying things as a WHOLE not a single issue.

Anyway, I heard something from someone and apparently she is upset and I can't blame her. I don't know what to say either. So I went speak to my holy man. Lol. OK, he is not, he is a real damn %#^$^ that speaks the whole damn $%#$% truth that everyone will mention. I really admire him for that. Oh man! I don't think Singaporean will behave this way. It's either I don't know alot of guys or it is really that Singaporean are.........Alright, Singaporean men ain't that bad.

Oh so anyway, I asked him something and I just know what he will say something opposite of what I'm thinking but I just wanna hear how he interprete it. He said something like, "I will go up to her, give her a pat on her shoulder and admire her for being so courages to do somethings she wanted." I was really like, "WTF?" I cannot agree with him, I keep asking why why why... Maybe a F and a M always thinks differently. I was quite distracted with my work later on and so I began to think about what several people have said.

I guess on the bad side, I know its those ya-da ya-da whatever thingy, but the good side... Hey! I never know the truth! How can I jump into the conclusion and judge things? So just $%#$ it man. You know, there are times, human are are so wonderful, we can do almost everything but we can also be so vulnerable when it comes to feelings. So I shall not be too judgemental. I should think things that are logically to our natural realit and not if it is socially acceptance or not.

That is the truth of reality. Welcome to the world.

Oh btw, this holy man flew to Phuket tomorrow morning! I hope he brings some nice stuff back for his long lost sis, whom he already disregard. Lol. J/k. Gonna miss his craps for a week and I gotta endure nonsense from the Saudi guy!! LOL. Hmmm... Why my lunch time khaki got no Singaporean? -_-

Anyway, I chat with tofu on MSN, I was like man, I miss these people =) I wanted to meet them but Grass was sick. =/ So as we chat, I was like telling her... I don't believe in fairy tales. I know everything got it's ups and downs but I told her, I wanna earn enough money, buy a house and get married with my da zhu. Hehe. Maybe 1 year is not enough to show anything, 2 years, it already signalled me that oh yes this is what I wanna do. Oh ya, he may not be reading it anyway. Lol. Oh yes again, I was like promoting Kenneth to tofu, wth. Lol. I'm suddenly like thinking, "wao lao eh. actually kenneth also yandao la. but of cos not better den my zhu" Lol. Anyway, tofu ar... Just follow your heart, er I mean if you like Jon, you should... you know la!

Suddenly, I just feel like i wanna rattled somemore but I choose not to. =P Sorry for the long post.

Gd nite people.

Before I being this post, I just wish to complain that my phone camera totally sux! I need to bring out my digital cam out whenever I go the next time round!


The challengers


Contestant 1: Park Ji Suan from Korea


Contestant 2: 5cent from America

Round 1: Sugar cane parade
Finish up the drinks in 15mins!



Result: It's a draw for this round

Round 2: Food glorious food
The first person to finish all the food (incl rice) in 15mins!


'Hei bo'


'Gong gong'


'O lua'


Stingray


Soto

.....clam and a bowl of rice (photos unavailable)



*whistle blow* The contestants started to gobble up all the foods...







*tick tock! tick tock!*








TIMES UP!
So who is winning for this round?








Result: Shaun won the 2nd round as Kenneth didn't quite managed to finish his rice. Awww

Final result:
Shaun 2 - 1 Kenneth

Congratulation to Shaun, our contestant from Korea! Thanks to our sponsor, Kristin, for sponsoring $82 for the food, Kenneth's $ for the transport and Shaun's $ for the movie after the result.

February 10, 1988

Lucky Color:Amber
Personality Strengths:Bravery, Compassion
Personality Weakness(es):Impulsiveness
Successful Career Path:Fashion
Sense of Humor Style: Slapstick
Adjectives to Describe You: impulsive, domineering

Description:A hip non-conformist who truly stands for his/her beliefs - you are out to make a difference in this world, and you have a realistic chance of success. You have always been self-driven and derive your inspiration from those close to you. Ambitious - and why shouldn't you be - the sky is the limit for you!

source: facebook.com

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Oh my goodness! Those adjectives to decribe me are so negative but so true! I kinda have to agree 90% of it. Isn't it scary that by entering your birthdate, people can just know what kind of person you are.

Btw, work suck as usual. I'm constantly practicing my acting and improving my lies. Lol. What a wonderful world we are living in. Soon, I'll become just another cunning office lady ;)

I, like my WoW's character, Redrevolt... Full of passion and er revolt, you know what I mean. LOL. Working is just like Wow-ing. Even if I reach level 70, it doesn't mean I should stop doing my best. Doing my best doesn't mean 'die die' doing the same thing but to look at myself and look which department I should upgrade. Constantly questioning myself and well, sometimes you do have to COMPARE & COMPETE with the better ones so as to improve yourself. Compare & compete doesn't mean he/she will become your enemy. Compare and learn from it and compete the person and CUT ABOVE THE REST. Haha.

Anyway, my guild has reformed! I actually talked to BFL over vent. The feeling is like .. so weird. The chat was fun, I guess. They should get everyone to speak on vent together! That will be more fun! Lol. Hmmm I wish I understand and able to speak Cantonese =( I asked him alot of questions but yea, the answer he gave was somehow what I expected. Anyway, from next raid onwards, I must show I can be one of those top healers! Hehe. I ranked 2nd in healing for Mag Lair on Monday. *whistle* BFL may not see the meter at that time. I shall do it again and maybe hao lian it but showing out the report. Lol.

It's late. Time to sleep. Ciao ~

I didn't go to work today just because I don't feel like. Hopefully, I'm able to post some photos or whatever later. Oh man where has my energy gone? I'm feeling more n more fed up at why. I think I gotta email soon. Most likely to be this coming Friday. I may look like "I will do everything for you" BUT HELL NO! Im not so dumb like that someone. I really really feel like killing her whenever I see her. You won't be surprise to see me in the newspaper. Muahha.

Anyway, I have put up a girly layout -_- So unlike me but well maybe life is getting sweeter, uh huh, that's why. At the moment so I guess, simple and plain will do the job.

Tadaaaa!

I wanted to post this long time ago but I keep forgetting but I'm still posting this now because I so love it.Hmmm The Pooh attracts me more than the clover leaf. Lol. I saw this when I was out with the Monz to eat the Steamboat @ Bugis many weeks ago. I wanted to buy it but I got a better idea *stick out tongue* Thanks to my da zhu! Hehe. Now this is hanging @ my hp.

To anyone who is looking for job at this point please lookout!
My da zhu currently working as a recruitment specialist (<--- nice name huh ) so if you need a job please look for me so I can direct you to him. Lol. Btw, he is under Human Resource & Admin department, so if you are interested in this field, just let me know. Haha

I learn several things today and I shall be very cautious with my speech and action. Human are the most dangerous living things. Well, I'm tired and I can't blog more. Blog more some other day... Gonna take some meaningful pictures soon. Lol.

MFW is my own term, which means 'MotherFucking Week'. Lol. Damn fukup, really.

On Monday, someone put an unused packets of santitary pad on my work desk. I was really pissed off. I still thought it is some biscuit. Damn the person! The person knew I was angry I guess, so that person didn't dare to keep the stuff when I was around. So the stuff was there for the whole day but it was gone when I came on Tuesday morning.

Here is the picture of it! ( I posted this entry @ work so I can't edit the photo)


Anyway, I found out who is the mothafucker is. Lol. Oops for the used of word but whatever. It's the person beside me because she took out and passed it to her colleague, R when R came to look for her. I was like, wtf la! If it's your thing then can't she just keep it properly. So she wanna let me know her is having her menses is it?

Well, I have been very pissed off with the CAPEX issue at work and I don't wish to keep repeating. I admitted that it was my wrong for the first CAPEX order that I did. I made alot of mistakes but I have already modified the order asap and hoping to meet the deadline. Somehow, somewhere, some people out there are still delaying the process. I already told Carrot that it was ready for approval BEFORE 2 fucking PM but she only approved it at around 4pm. So who the fuck is at fault?

That Potatoe bettter don't fucking email me that you all got what fucking SLA to meet. I did give a damn once but why should I bother when others don't give a damn? Please go fuck your other teammates first. Anyway, Potatoe is so damn right about this statement. "We not no people who can give productive work, that is why we can't move forward".

Everything got no head no tail. Dammit. I already began to regret why the fuck did I stay here.

Food @ Pasta Cafe are really fantastic and it's affordable! Well, i'm darn tired to type more. So just stare hard at all the pics and feel it... and get FULL! Haha.

I wanna blog something. The phrases, sentances and paragraphs keep on repeating in my head.....

Generally speaking there are two kinds of truths in this world( let's say in Singapoer), : one which is inherent to the logic our natural reality, and one that rests upon a group of individuals forming a social truth. Social truth, is some sort of what we call a social acceptance.

There are 2 negative things abou it:

1) Socially accepted behaviour are often spoken too much of that one or most is/are afraid to speak up the truth of their action as they are afraid the rest of the world will disagree and so they dare not speak.

2) You do, I do if not im out! If I don't do, I will lose it. I must do it too. End up everyone is doing it so why not JUST DO IT.

Can such things ever be positive?:

It's not something good or bad because I got no conclusion for it either. I may speak the way like what the rest of the people are talking ( not thinking,just words) about but I may not be behaving it in that way. It can only be positive if you know or MATURE enough to know what you are doing and of cos, not afraid to speak up which is not easy for an Asian country.

Alright, what the hell I'm trying to say here? If you are smart you should know. I'm just saying things as a WHOLE not a single issue.

Anyway, I heard something from someone and apparently she is upset and I can't blame her. I don't know what to say either. So I went speak to my holy man. Lol. OK, he is not, he is a real damn %#^$^ that speaks the whole damn $%#$% truth that everyone will mention. I really admire him for that. Oh man! I don't think Singaporean will behave this way. It's either I don't know alot of guys or it is really that Singaporean are.........Alright, Singaporean men ain't that bad.

Oh so anyway, I asked him something and I just know what he will say something opposite of what I'm thinking but I just wanna hear how he interprete it. He said something like, "I will go up to her, give her a pat on her shoulder and admire her for being so courages to do somethings she wanted." I was really like, "WTF?" I cannot agree with him, I keep asking why why why... Maybe a F and a M always thinks differently. I was quite distracted with my work later on and so I began to think about what several people have said.

I guess on the bad side, I know its those ya-da ya-da whatever thingy, but the good side... Hey! I never know the truth! How can I jump into the conclusion and judge things? So just $%#$ it man. You know, there are times, human are are so wonderful, we can do almost everything but we can also be so vulnerable when it comes to feelings. So I shall not be too judgemental. I should think things that are logically to our natural realit and not if it is socially acceptance or not.

That is the truth of reality. Welcome to the world.

Oh btw, this holy man flew to Phuket tomorrow morning! I hope he brings some nice stuff back for his long lost sis, whom he already disregard. Lol. J/k. Gonna miss his craps for a week and I gotta endure nonsense from the Saudi guy!! LOL. Hmmm... Why my lunch time khaki got no Singaporean? -_-

Anyway, I chat with tofu on MSN, I was like man, I miss these people =) I wanted to meet them but Grass was sick. =/ So as we chat, I was like telling her... I don't believe in fairy tales. I know everything got it's ups and downs but I told her, I wanna earn enough money, buy a house and get married with my da zhu. Hehe. Maybe 1 year is not enough to show anything, 2 years, it already signalled me that oh yes this is what I wanna do. Oh ya, he may not be reading it anyway. Lol. Oh yes again, I was like promoting Kenneth to tofu, wth. Lol. I'm suddenly like thinking, "wao lao eh. actually kenneth also yandao la. but of cos not better den my zhu" Lol. Anyway, tofu ar... Just follow your heart, er I mean if you like Jon, you should... you know la!

Suddenly, I just feel like i wanna rattled somemore but I choose not to. =P Sorry for the long post.

Gd nite people.

Before I being this post, I just wish to complain that my phone camera totally sux! I need to bring out my digital cam out whenever I go the next time round!


The challengers


Contestant 1: Park Ji Suan from Korea


Contestant 2: 5cent from America

Round 1: Sugar cane parade
Finish up the drinks in 15mins!



Result: It's a draw for this round

Round 2: Food glorious food
The first person to finish all the food (incl rice) in 15mins!


'Hei bo'


'Gong gong'


'O lua'


Stingray


Soto

.....clam and a bowl of rice (photos unavailable)



*whistle blow* The contestants started to gobble up all the foods...







*tick tock! tick tock!*








TIMES UP!
So who is winning for this round?








Result: Shaun won the 2nd round as Kenneth didn't quite managed to finish his rice. Awww

Final result:
Shaun 2 - 1 Kenneth

Congratulation to Shaun, our contestant from Korea! Thanks to our sponsor, Kristin, for sponsoring $82 for the food, Kenneth's $ for the transport and Shaun's $ for the movie after the result.

February 10, 1988

Lucky Color:Amber
Personality Strengths:Bravery, Compassion
Personality Weakness(es):Impulsiveness
Successful Career Path:Fashion
Sense of Humor Style: Slapstick
Adjectives to Describe You: impulsive, domineering

Description:A hip non-conformist who truly stands for his/her beliefs - you are out to make a difference in this world, and you have a realistic chance of success. You have always been self-driven and derive your inspiration from those close to you. Ambitious - and why shouldn't you be - the sky is the limit for you!

source: facebook.com

----

Oh my goodness! Those adjectives to decribe me are so negative but so true! I kinda have to agree 90% of it. Isn't it scary that by entering your birthdate, people can just know what kind of person you are.

Btw, work suck as usual. I'm constantly practicing my acting and improving my lies. Lol. What a wonderful world we are living in. Soon, I'll become just another cunning office lady ;)

I, like my WoW's character, Redrevolt... Full of passion and er revolt, you know what I mean. LOL. Working is just like Wow-ing. Even if I reach level 70, it doesn't mean I should stop doing my best. Doing my best doesn't mean 'die die' doing the same thing but to look at myself and look which department I should upgrade. Constantly questioning myself and well, sometimes you do have to COMPARE & COMPETE with the better ones so as to improve yourself. Compare & compete doesn't mean he/she will become your enemy. Compare and learn from it and compete the person and CUT ABOVE THE REST. Haha.

Anyway, my guild has reformed! I actually talked to BFL over vent. The feeling is like .. so weird. The chat was fun, I guess. They should get everyone to speak on vent together! That will be more fun! Lol. Hmmm I wish I understand and able to speak Cantonese =( I asked him alot of questions but yea, the answer he gave was somehow what I expected. Anyway, from next raid onwards, I must show I can be one of those top healers! Hehe. I ranked 2nd in healing for Mag Lair on Monday. *whistle* BFL may not see the meter at that time. I shall do it again and maybe hao lian it but showing out the report. Lol.

It's late. Time to sleep. Ciao ~

I didn't go to work today just because I don't feel like. Hopefully, I'm able to post some photos or whatever later. Oh man where has my energy gone? I'm feeling more n more fed up at why. I think I gotta email soon. Most likely to be this coming Friday. I may look like "I will do everything for you" BUT HELL NO! Im not so dumb like that someone. I really really feel like killing her whenever I see her. You won't be surprise to see me in the newspaper. Muahha.

Anyway, I have put up a girly layout -_- So unlike me but well maybe life is getting sweeter, uh huh, that's why. At the moment so I guess, simple and plain will do the job.

Tadaaaa!

I wanted to post this long time ago but I keep forgetting but I'm still posting this now because I so love it.Hmmm The Pooh attracts me more than the clover leaf. Lol. I saw this when I was out with the Monz to eat the Steamboat @ Bugis many weeks ago. I wanted to buy it but I got a better idea *stick out tongue* Thanks to my da zhu! Hehe. Now this is hanging @ my hp.

To anyone who is looking for job at this point please lookout!
My da zhu currently working as a recruitment specialist (<--- nice name huh ) so if you need a job please look for me so I can direct you to him. Lol. Btw, he is under Human Resource & Admin department, so if you are interested in this field, just let me know. Haha

I learn several things today and I shall be very cautious with my speech and action. Human are the most dangerous living things. Well, I'm tired and I can't blog more. Blog more some other day... Gonna take some meaningful pictures soon. Lol.

MFW is my own term, which means 'MotherFucking Week'. Lol. Damn fukup, really.

On Monday, someone put an unused packets of santitary pad on my work desk. I was really pissed off. I still thought it is some biscuit. Damn the person! The person knew I was angry I guess, so that person didn't dare to keep the stuff when I was around. So the stuff was there for the whole day but it was gone when I came on Tuesday morning.

Here is the picture of it! ( I posted this entry @ work so I can't edit the photo)


Anyway, I found out who is the mothafucker is. Lol. Oops for the used of word but whatever. It's the person beside me because she took out and passed it to her colleague, R when R came to look for her. I was like, wtf la! If it's your thing then can't she just keep it properly. So she wanna let me know her is having her menses is it?

Well, I have been very pissed off with the CAPEX issue at work and I don't wish to keep repeating. I admitted that it was my wrong for the first CAPEX order that I did. I made alot of mistakes but I have already modified the order asap and hoping to meet the deadline. Somehow, somewhere, some people out there are still delaying the process. I already told Carrot that it was ready for approval BEFORE 2 fucking PM but she only approved it at around 4pm. So who the fuck is at fault?

That Potatoe bettter don't fucking email me that you all got what fucking SLA to meet. I did give a damn once but why should I bother when others don't give a damn? Please go fuck your other teammates first. Anyway, Potatoe is so damn right about this statement. "We not no people who can give productive work, that is why we can't move forward".

Everything got no head no tail. Dammit. I already began to regret why the fuck did I stay here.

Food @ Pasta Cafe are really fantastic and it's affordable! Well, i'm darn tired to type more. So just stare hard at all the pics and feel it... and get FULL! Haha.