I wanted to blog about the "event" that happen yesterday but after several thoughts, I think I should just forget about it. She doesn't deserve a space in my blog. I saw something in Durgay's blog so I thought I should post that too. Lol.

Read it if you are interested...

Something which i found somewhere... For all to read.. Although.... No Comments...

My husband is a scientist by profession, I love him for his steady-being
nature, and I love the warm feeling while lean against his broad shoulder.

Three years in the courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have
to admit, I am getting tired of it, the reasons of me loving him before has
now transform into the cause of all the restlessness. I am a sentimental
woman and extremely sensitive and exquisite when it comes to relationship
and feelings, I yearn for romantic moments, as though a little boy yearning
for candy. And my husband, is just a contrast of me, his lack of
sensitivity, and of all, inability of bringing romantic moments into our
marriage has disheartened me about love. One day, I finally decided to tell
him my decision, that I want a divorce.

"Why?" he asked, shocking.

"I am tired, there aren't reasons for everything in the world" I answered.

He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thoughts the whole
night
with cigarette lighted all the times. My feeling of disappointment is
getting intense, a man who can't even express his detainment, what else can
I hope from him? And finally he asked :" What can I do to change your
mind?"
Somebody said it right, it's hard to change a person's personality, and I
guess, I have started losing faith in him. Look deep into his eyes and I
slowly answered : "Here is a question, if you can find the answer in my
heart, I will change my mind, Let say, I love a flower at a mountain cliff,
and we both sure that the making you to pick the flower will cause death,
will you do it for me?"

He said :" I will give you your answer tomorrow...." My heart just sink by
listening to his respond.

The next morning, he was not around, and I saw a piece of paper with his
scratching writing, underneath a glass of warm milk,

It goes....

"Dear, I would not pick that flower for you, but please allowed me ! to
fu rther explain the reasons "

This first line has already break my heart. I continue reading.

"You can only type with computer and always messed up the programs in the
PC, and cries in front of screen, I have to saved my fingers so that I can
help to restore the programs. You always left the house key behind, I have
to save my legs to rush home for opening the door for you. You love
traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to
leads you the way.

You always has the cramp whenever your "good friend" approach every month,
I have to save my palm so that I can calm the cramp at your tummy. You like
to stays indoor, and I worries that you will be infected by infantile autism.

I have to save my mouth to tells you jokes and stories to cure your
boredom.
You always stared at the computers, and that do no good to your eyes, I
have
to save my eyes so that when we grow older, I can help to clip your
nails,and help to removed those annoying white hairs. I will hold your
hand,
stroll down the beach, enjoying the sunshine and the beautiful sands...
tells you the colour of flowers, just like the glow on your young face...

Thus, my dear, before I am sure there are someone who loves you more than I
do... I would not pick the flower, and die.. "

My tears drops on the letters, and blurred the ink of his hand writing...
and I resume my reading...

"And now, dear... you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied
with these answers, please open the door of our house, I am standing
there,with your favorites bread and fresh milk... I rush to pull open the
door, and saw his anxious face, with his hand holding tight on the milk and
bread.... Oh I am sure no one ever love me as much, and now I have decided
to leave the flower alone...

That's life, or some said, love, when one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fade away, and one tend to ignore the true love lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows in any form, even a very little and corny form, it has never
been a model, it could be the most incurious form.. . flowers, romantic moments is only the buckish formed on the surface of the relationship.

Under all these, the pillar of truelove stands... and that's our life... love, but not words win the arguments...

We went to eat at Jang Shou Korean Charcoal BBQ at Esplanda yesterday, which suppose to be something meaningful as it the place where we first went for our first date. Well, sad or you can said it as suay enough... There was having a NDP rehearsal. So... well... =/







The food really looks yummy in the photos but I guess the money was wasted. The moment I stepped in, the atmosphere and everything looks nice but the moment I saw the Captain's face I felt so pissed off. His face was like doubting us, like whether we "chi de qi" anot.

The waiter is lousy! The guy who took our order was kinda like boring...He didn't know how to introduce the menu to us properly. Whatever he had told us, I felt like I might as well read from the menu myself. That stupid captain... Damn irritating. I dipped in the food in whatever sauce I like! He was like mocking at me and told me that this should be matched with this sauce. $%#$%#

The lady who BBQ the chicken and beef for us was always having this sulky face. NO FUN LA! I thought I can BBQ those food ourselves but end up they were like doing for us. So boring and I felt there was no room for us to converse as they were always walking to our table. Yikes.

Overall, it was a damn bad experience except that the beef was really tasty. There was not a nice place to celebrate anything at all so I was kinda disappointed but definitely I do appreciate what he had done.

I felt like nothing was planned or anything. Whole day, other than eating, everything was rather meaningless. I thought of taking neoprint (though it's a little childish) as a day to remember or something but was rejected many many many times just because he thinks his hair is ugly. I was very upset. Why can't he just be more sensitive? I was just trying to do something. =/

Whereas for me, I bought a new shoe, a present (a piggy couple cup) and something I made for him, which require him to use a little bit of his brain to figure our the sentence inside the pouch. Everything is just... the hearts and efforts that counts. I wanted to play a little game with him but I just I was not in the mood after that.

Anyway, I just wish to say,I shall not take things for granted and be contented with what I have. Simplicity don't seem to be the word for me anymore. =O Nonetheless, I will still try to keep things simple. Well, who asked me to love a bull Da Zhu. Haha. =P

I'm sadistic, I'm pessimistic, I'm.... but I'm still CUTE. Haha. Pardon me for everything because I'm not perfect and I will not even try to be perfect. I will only improve for the better. =D

In pictures:




Didn't Grassy face tell you all? Haha. It isn't exactly that boring. However, you really need to be very patient with the prawns.

15th - June
Free meal from Mr nice guy

It's my so-called last dinner with Jordan & ZG so ZG decided to treat me to eat Ajisen. Also, due to the previous day issue that I have troubled Jordan and other days free deserts and drinks, I decided to treat Jordan.

Gay scene on the way for lunch

Jordan: (asking me) Why you want to treat me?
ZG: Actually, it's me who want to treat you. Im shy to say that I'm treating you. So I say Im treating her and then she treats you.
Jordan: *touch*

When we will going up the escalator, Jordan tired to pretend to hold ZG's hand which scared the hell out of ZG. Haha.

We were served by a young lady, who was in her early 20s. Jordan was so sure that she is a Japanese which of cos sounded like a joke to both ZG & me. After awhile, there goes his bullshit theory again... He told us that the lady's hair on her hand is very long. Then he said that those with hairy hand is usually very horny. Once again, both ZG & me felt very cold inside us. That sounds like a total rubbish to us -__- He then added that Jovin's hand is also very hairy. MUAHAHHAHA! Then I told that her big-sized bf must be very satisfying. Lol!

After the meal, everything was paid by ZG! Haha. We didn't bully him and I swear that I didn't! Haha. He did it out of his own will.

Lastly, my Zhu Ge is back! =D

16th - June
Fantastic four

The movie was a big thumbs up! However, the dead of the Galactus is kinda disappointing. I think they should elaborate more on that instead of just like, er... One touch and the Galactus was gone. The movie should have extend a little bit more. Haha. The part whereby Sue was going to die is so touching. *sob* The silver man was actually a nice guy. Well, I think it's the power of love. Haha.

Anyway, before we watched this movie we ate our dinner at the Jack's place. The food looks nice on the appearance but it's just so so. Other than the Indian guy (hmm slightly light colour, I doubt he is pure Indian), the other waiter is kinda bad. Thumbs down for their service and some of their attire is very untidy o_O Maybe it's because it's at a neighborhood's shopping centre.


Looks like a very peaceful place to eat but when it's crowded this place sounds like a hawker centre. *boo*


It's yummy! Something that is different from other places whereby they always only offers mushroom cream soup.


His hair is so short after reservist! HAHA.


*drools*


My meal... Crayfish and erm I think it's a beef. Lolz.


His set meal...

17th - June
Happy Father's day

I treat my Papa pizza hut for dinner so he get to rest for a day and get to eat some "hao liao". =) However, the sad things is when my parent ask, "does your sis even know that it's Father's day?" Well, it beats me. I have no idea too.




I ordered 2 set of Basil Crayfish and a thin Hawaiian pizza (no photo). The crayfish was juicy and definitely better than the one I ate at Jack's Place the previous day. The sweet sauce was also very appetizing.

Got it from PostSecret.

A Singapore version of PostSecret over here

Sometimes, it just sucks to have a boyfriend (I don't mean in a bad way) because I miss his voice & his presence. I hate the time that I have to wait for his calls or smses. =(

These days, my dark eye ring is getting bad!! It's not my wish to have lousy sleep at night. For this week, I sleep earlier than before but I woke up feeling even more tired!!! It's probably due to some weird dreams that I'm having these days.

On Monday, I dreamed that I went to buy tickets for the movie that we first watched together. Yesterday, I dreamed of some rubbish nonsense stuffs that I could not remember. I wonder what will I dream of today. Good luck to me.

Another boring day, whereby me trying to find things to do during work. I guess the only fun times was during lunch. My lunch time is more like a lunch cum dinner because it's 4pm. Haha.

Anyway, I ate with Jordan & XG, there wasn't anything interesting except for this topic...

XG: They going to kick me out soon.
Jordan: I give you tips to earn more la. Go Geylang and be pimp..

*nonsense conversation*

Jordan: My friends always go there and seek pleasure.
Me: o_O He find what country one? China ar?
Jordan: No la. Thailand one. Thai one more cheap. $80 can do 2 times. China one $80 can only do 1 time. They more expensive.
Me: Hahaha. So experience, you try before ar.
Jordan: No le. I only go there eat. I don't accompany them go find.
Me: You don't have the need meh?
Jordan: I got self control.
Me: -_-'''

*turn to XG*

Jordan: You got need anot?
XG: *silence*
Jordan: You throw men's face ar. We both men, you don't dare to answer.
XG: Yar lar! Yar lar!

Muahahaha... It might not sound right now when it's being typed out. If you get to hear the real conversation, it's darn funny! When was about to go to the ladies, he saw me and asked me, "eh... Your Shaun got need anot?" I nearly "peng". He is really crappy. I fogotten to tell him to go and ask Shaun himself. Haha.

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy. You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Wah today very super duper boring lor. Nothing much to do. This morning have to do Zhu ge's leftover. Heng I very smart, very fast solve everything liao. The DO list got many sa la. -_-''' When he come back I mus piak his backside super hard liao. Now, I have to sit at the reception cos im taking over Bel for the 1 hour. The 1 hour seem like very nong nong le. Wah sian. Sit at the reception always got bo liao distributors talking to me. Wahhh..!! >_<

*back to normal*

Brain kinda can't function very well and *ahem* that was the reason I decided to write some nonsense in some very Singapore English. Haha.

We went to watch Shrek 3 last night. The show was funny and surprisingly educating. Other than those funny acts and jokes, there was this part that Shrek said something meaningful to Artie. It was something like, "If people think you are stupid, you are scary..etc. Just let them think whatever you are. If you believe in yourself, nothing can stop you from what you going to do." Er... Well, I think that's more of my own version. Haha. I can't remember what he said exactly. Watch it if your June holidays is too dull!

Right now, I can't wait for Transformer to be up in the cinema! My all-time favourite cartoon during my younger days. So many movies to watch this June and coming July....Im going broke for this month. AHHH!

Zhu ge went for reservist, which also means I won't see him till Saturday. Baa...

I felt so damn fuck up. I need to calm down before putting my words into sentences and paragraphs. Now I don't know how should I say it....

This morning Jovin called me but I didn't pick up her call. Then she smsed me and said she putting me to go for the Seed Power Conference in JB. So I innocently thought I can just replied her later.

When she called me again at around afternoon, I told her that I don't wish to go. She kept persuading me and mentioned that it is a very good opportunity and blah blah. Plus, she said that even Jean wish to go but she don't get the chance. Please la! We all know that she doesn't like Jean, it's 100% sure that she won't bring Jean along.

After that I asked her if I could give her an answer by tomorrow. She repiled, NO. I was like... WTF?! This Sat is the Seed Power conference, she didn't even ask me earlier and only ask me now wtf she think she can just ask me today and confirm by today?

Then I told her that I have sometime on. Then she asked me why do I want to miss out this big opportunity just because I want to enjoy going out this Sat. I was like thinking to myself about this... Zhu ge is going to reservist next week, I'd rather accompany him to go Queenstown eat dumplings I also won't go there with her. She is so damn rude.

Then forget it because no matter what she said I still said no. Then around 6pm, I went to check my company email...To my horror, they already put my name in their list even before I say, "yes" or "no".

Worse is.. it's 7th - 10th la! Jovin said it's only 1 day! Big fat idiot liar. I hate people who do things without asking people. If it's in Singapore, I'm really fine with it but it's in JB le! She think I don't have to ask my parent? HELLO?! I'm only 19! Idiot!

Forget it! I'm not going... She can go alone.

- "KC got promoted already is it..." KC here KC there... blah... I hate those gossipers.

- Today, it was the first time I saw Aaron so pissed off. Haha.

- I wish he is a little more photogenic... erm maybe just need to be more "know-how-to-pose" or "more-facial-expression" infront of the camera. Bah!

- Boo... bah... I need to get a better job plus salary after they promote me next year!!!

_ Officially announce Gaybaq-Zaki is the pirate king!

off to sleep!

I wanted to blog about the "event" that happen yesterday but after several thoughts, I think I should just forget about it. She doesn't deserve a space in my blog. I saw something in Durgay's blog so I thought I should post that too. Lol.

Read it if you are interested...

Something which i found somewhere... For all to read.. Although.... No Comments...

My husband is a scientist by profession, I love him for his steady-being
nature, and I love the warm feeling while lean against his broad shoulder.

Three years in the courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have
to admit, I am getting tired of it, the reasons of me loving him before has
now transform into the cause of all the restlessness. I am a sentimental
woman and extremely sensitive and exquisite when it comes to relationship
and feelings, I yearn for romantic moments, as though a little boy yearning
for candy. And my husband, is just a contrast of me, his lack of
sensitivity, and of all, inability of bringing romantic moments into our
marriage has disheartened me about love. One day, I finally decided to tell
him my decision, that I want a divorce.

"Why?" he asked, shocking.

"I am tired, there aren't reasons for everything in the world" I answered.

He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thoughts the whole
night
with cigarette lighted all the times. My feeling of disappointment is
getting intense, a man who can't even express his detainment, what else can
I hope from him? And finally he asked :" What can I do to change your
mind?"
Somebody said it right, it's hard to change a person's personality, and I
guess, I have started losing faith in him. Look deep into his eyes and I
slowly answered : "Here is a question, if you can find the answer in my
heart, I will change my mind, Let say, I love a flower at a mountain cliff,
and we both sure that the making you to pick the flower will cause death,
will you do it for me?"

He said :" I will give you your answer tomorrow...." My heart just sink by
listening to his respond.

The next morning, he was not around, and I saw a piece of paper with his
scratching writing, underneath a glass of warm milk,

It goes....

"Dear, I would not pick that flower for you, but please allowed me ! to
fu rther explain the reasons "

This first line has already break my heart. I continue reading.

"You can only type with computer and always messed up the programs in the
PC, and cries in front of screen, I have to saved my fingers so that I can
help to restore the programs. You always left the house key behind, I have
to save my legs to rush home for opening the door for you. You love
traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to
leads you the way.

You always has the cramp whenever your "good friend" approach every month,
I have to save my palm so that I can calm the cramp at your tummy. You like
to stays indoor, and I worries that you will be infected by infantile autism.

I have to save my mouth to tells you jokes and stories to cure your
boredom.
You always stared at the computers, and that do no good to your eyes, I
have
to save my eyes so that when we grow older, I can help to clip your
nails,and help to removed those annoying white hairs. I will hold your
hand,
stroll down the beach, enjoying the sunshine and the beautiful sands...
tells you the colour of flowers, just like the glow on your young face...

Thus, my dear, before I am sure there are someone who loves you more than I
do... I would not pick the flower, and die.. "

My tears drops on the letters, and blurred the ink of his hand writing...
and I resume my reading...

"And now, dear... you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied
with these answers, please open the door of our house, I am standing
there,with your favorites bread and fresh milk... I rush to pull open the
door, and saw his anxious face, with his hand holding tight on the milk and
bread.... Oh I am sure no one ever love me as much, and now I have decided
to leave the flower alone...

That's life, or some said, love, when one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fade away, and one tend to ignore the true love lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows in any form, even a very little and corny form, it has never
been a model, it could be the most incurious form.. . flowers, romantic moments is only the buckish formed on the surface of the relationship.

Under all these, the pillar of truelove stands... and that's our life... love, but not words win the arguments...

We went to eat at Jang Shou Korean Charcoal BBQ at Esplanda yesterday, which suppose to be something meaningful as it the place where we first went for our first date. Well, sad or you can said it as suay enough... There was having a NDP rehearsal. So... well... =/







The food really looks yummy in the photos but I guess the money was wasted. The moment I stepped in, the atmosphere and everything looks nice but the moment I saw the Captain's face I felt so pissed off. His face was like doubting us, like whether we "chi de qi" anot.

The waiter is lousy! The guy who took our order was kinda like boring...He didn't know how to introduce the menu to us properly. Whatever he had told us, I felt like I might as well read from the menu myself. That stupid captain... Damn irritating. I dipped in the food in whatever sauce I like! He was like mocking at me and told me that this should be matched with this sauce. $%#$%#

The lady who BBQ the chicken and beef for us was always having this sulky face. NO FUN LA! I thought I can BBQ those food ourselves but end up they were like doing for us. So boring and I felt there was no room for us to converse as they were always walking to our table. Yikes.

Overall, it was a damn bad experience except that the beef was really tasty. There was not a nice place to celebrate anything at all so I was kinda disappointed but definitely I do appreciate what he had done.

I felt like nothing was planned or anything. Whole day, other than eating, everything was rather meaningless. I thought of taking neoprint (though it's a little childish) as a day to remember or something but was rejected many many many times just because he thinks his hair is ugly. I was very upset. Why can't he just be more sensitive? I was just trying to do something. =/

Whereas for me, I bought a new shoe, a present (a piggy couple cup) and something I made for him, which require him to use a little bit of his brain to figure our the sentence inside the pouch. Everything is just... the hearts and efforts that counts. I wanted to play a little game with him but I just I was not in the mood after that.

Anyway, I just wish to say,I shall not take things for granted and be contented with what I have. Simplicity don't seem to be the word for me anymore. =O Nonetheless, I will still try to keep things simple. Well, who asked me to love a bull Da Zhu. Haha. =P

I'm sadistic, I'm pessimistic, I'm.... but I'm still CUTE. Haha. Pardon me for everything because I'm not perfect and I will not even try to be perfect. I will only improve for the better. =D

In pictures:




Didn't Grassy face tell you all? Haha. It isn't exactly that boring. However, you really need to be very patient with the prawns.

15th - June
Free meal from Mr nice guy

It's my so-called last dinner with Jordan & ZG so ZG decided to treat me to eat Ajisen. Also, due to the previous day issue that I have troubled Jordan and other days free deserts and drinks, I decided to treat Jordan.

Gay scene on the way for lunch

Jordan: (asking me) Why you want to treat me?
ZG: Actually, it's me who want to treat you. Im shy to say that I'm treating you. So I say Im treating her and then she treats you.
Jordan: *touch*

When we will going up the escalator, Jordan tired to pretend to hold ZG's hand which scared the hell out of ZG. Haha.

We were served by a young lady, who was in her early 20s. Jordan was so sure that she is a Japanese which of cos sounded like a joke to both ZG & me. After awhile, there goes his bullshit theory again... He told us that the lady's hair on her hand is very long. Then he said that those with hairy hand is usually very horny. Once again, both ZG & me felt very cold inside us. That sounds like a total rubbish to us -__- He then added that Jovin's hand is also very hairy. MUAHAHHAHA! Then I told that her big-sized bf must be very satisfying. Lol!

After the meal, everything was paid by ZG! Haha. We didn't bully him and I swear that I didn't! Haha. He did it out of his own will.

Lastly, my Zhu Ge is back! =D

16th - June
Fantastic four

The movie was a big thumbs up! However, the dead of the Galactus is kinda disappointing. I think they should elaborate more on that instead of just like, er... One touch and the Galactus was gone. The movie should have extend a little bit more. Haha. The part whereby Sue was going to die is so touching. *sob* The silver man was actually a nice guy. Well, I think it's the power of love. Haha.

Anyway, before we watched this movie we ate our dinner at the Jack's place. The food looks nice on the appearance but it's just so so. Other than the Indian guy (hmm slightly light colour, I doubt he is pure Indian), the other waiter is kinda bad. Thumbs down for their service and some of their attire is very untidy o_O Maybe it's because it's at a neighborhood's shopping centre.


Looks like a very peaceful place to eat but when it's crowded this place sounds like a hawker centre. *boo*


It's yummy! Something that is different from other places whereby they always only offers mushroom cream soup.


His hair is so short after reservist! HAHA.


*drools*


My meal... Crayfish and erm I think it's a beef. Lolz.


His set meal...

17th - June
Happy Father's day

I treat my Papa pizza hut for dinner so he get to rest for a day and get to eat some "hao liao". =) However, the sad things is when my parent ask, "does your sis even know that it's Father's day?" Well, it beats me. I have no idea too.




I ordered 2 set of Basil Crayfish and a thin Hawaiian pizza (no photo). The crayfish was juicy and definitely better than the one I ate at Jack's Place the previous day. The sweet sauce was also very appetizing.

Got it from PostSecret.

A Singapore version of PostSecret over here

Sometimes, it just sucks to have a boyfriend (I don't mean in a bad way) because I miss his voice & his presence. I hate the time that I have to wait for his calls or smses. =(

These days, my dark eye ring is getting bad!! It's not my wish to have lousy sleep at night. For this week, I sleep earlier than before but I woke up feeling even more tired!!! It's probably due to some weird dreams that I'm having these days.

On Monday, I dreamed that I went to buy tickets for the movie that we first watched together. Yesterday, I dreamed of some rubbish nonsense stuffs that I could not remember. I wonder what will I dream of today. Good luck to me.

Another boring day, whereby me trying to find things to do during work. I guess the only fun times was during lunch. My lunch time is more like a lunch cum dinner because it's 4pm. Haha.

Anyway, I ate with Jordan & XG, there wasn't anything interesting except for this topic...

XG: They going to kick me out soon.
Jordan: I give you tips to earn more la. Go Geylang and be pimp..

*nonsense conversation*

Jordan: My friends always go there and seek pleasure.
Me: o_O He find what country one? China ar?
Jordan: No la. Thailand one. Thai one more cheap. $80 can do 2 times. China one $80 can only do 1 time. They more expensive.
Me: Hahaha. So experience, you try before ar.
Jordan: No le. I only go there eat. I don't accompany them go find.
Me: You don't have the need meh?
Jordan: I got self control.
Me: -_-'''

*turn to XG*

Jordan: You got need anot?
XG: *silence*
Jordan: You throw men's face ar. We both men, you don't dare to answer.
XG: Yar lar! Yar lar!

Muahahaha... It might not sound right now when it's being typed out. If you get to hear the real conversation, it's darn funny! When was about to go to the ladies, he saw me and asked me, "eh... Your Shaun got need anot?" I nearly "peng". He is really crappy. I fogotten to tell him to go and ask Shaun himself. Haha.

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy. You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Wah today very super duper boring lor. Nothing much to do. This morning have to do Zhu ge's leftover. Heng I very smart, very fast solve everything liao. The DO list got many sa la. -_-''' When he come back I mus piak his backside super hard liao. Now, I have to sit at the reception cos im taking over Bel for the 1 hour. The 1 hour seem like very nong nong le. Wah sian. Sit at the reception always got bo liao distributors talking to me. Wahhh..!! >_<

*back to normal*

Brain kinda can't function very well and *ahem* that was the reason I decided to write some nonsense in some very Singapore English. Haha.

We went to watch Shrek 3 last night. The show was funny and surprisingly educating. Other than those funny acts and jokes, there was this part that Shrek said something meaningful to Artie. It was something like, "If people think you are stupid, you are scary..etc. Just let them think whatever you are. If you believe in yourself, nothing can stop you from what you going to do." Er... Well, I think that's more of my own version. Haha. I can't remember what he said exactly. Watch it if your June holidays is too dull!

Right now, I can't wait for Transformer to be up in the cinema! My all-time favourite cartoon during my younger days. So many movies to watch this June and coming July....Im going broke for this month. AHHH!

Zhu ge went for reservist, which also means I won't see him till Saturday. Baa...

I felt so damn fuck up. I need to calm down before putting my words into sentences and paragraphs. Now I don't know how should I say it....

This morning Jovin called me but I didn't pick up her call. Then she smsed me and said she putting me to go for the Seed Power Conference in JB. So I innocently thought I can just replied her later.

When she called me again at around afternoon, I told her that I don't wish to go. She kept persuading me and mentioned that it is a very good opportunity and blah blah. Plus, she said that even Jean wish to go but she don't get the chance. Please la! We all know that she doesn't like Jean, it's 100% sure that she won't bring Jean along.

After that I asked her if I could give her an answer by tomorrow. She repiled, NO. I was like... WTF?! This Sat is the Seed Power conference, she didn't even ask me earlier and only ask me now wtf she think she can just ask me today and confirm by today?

Then I told her that I have sometime on. Then she asked me why do I want to miss out this big opportunity just because I want to enjoy going out this Sat. I was like thinking to myself about this... Zhu ge is going to reservist next week, I'd rather accompany him to go Queenstown eat dumplings I also won't go there with her. She is so damn rude.

Then forget it because no matter what she said I still said no. Then around 6pm, I went to check my company email...To my horror, they already put my name in their list even before I say, "yes" or "no".

Worse is.. it's 7th - 10th la! Jovin said it's only 1 day! Big fat idiot liar. I hate people who do things without asking people. If it's in Singapore, I'm really fine with it but it's in JB le! She think I don't have to ask my parent? HELLO?! I'm only 19! Idiot!

Forget it! I'm not going... She can go alone.

- "KC got promoted already is it..." KC here KC there... blah... I hate those gossipers.

- Today, it was the first time I saw Aaron so pissed off. Haha.

- I wish he is a little more photogenic... erm maybe just need to be more "know-how-to-pose" or "more-facial-expression" infront of the camera. Bah!

- Boo... bah... I need to get a better job plus salary after they promote me next year!!!

_ Officially announce Gaybaq-Zaki is the pirate king!

off to sleep!