I really enjoy talking to Grassy on the bus & of cos crapping around at the Bukit Timah Hawker Centre. Erm.. Talking about the "lu rou"! LOL! . I will really really miss her for the whole of August. Hope everything will goes well for you. I can't wait to see you on 9th August!

When Grassy and I were in the bus, she was talking about her poor cousin. *sigh* It's such a pity that her cousin is only 20 odds and is already suffering from such depression. I hope her boyfriend will get some retribution soon. All he is after is not her but her money. That is just so sad.

Then she started saying about Ening...

How to people often react when they are in love? They either wish the whole world to know or just like to keep in between the themselves. I rather just keep it between me and him. I don't need the whole world to share with me =)

Yep. I have not been blogging for days and seem like everybody too. Where have all the heart and soul gone to? Any news or any sign?

A man has been juggling,
all year round.
Finally his day has come,
he yielded and slowly diminishing into the social of pressure.

Okay, an attempt to write something but I deleted to half of paragraph away. I doubt I can write anything good. Lol.

"You don't understand me. You have misunderstood me. In reality, how much do we understand oneself?"

After all the packing and throwing, I found a card that my sister bought for me when I'm still in primary school. The quote is written as above. Isn't it meaningful?

I was talking to flyingslut cum flyingpig cum Kenneth last night. As usual, it was all craps and nothing special. But I just realise one thing...A happy and trouble-free man is a unhappy man inside. Sometimes it apply for me.

While I was throwing many stuffs away, I saw a numbers of letters from...SPY. It was all the past but I just happen to read this..."You are so easily contented with everything. All I see is your happy and angry face. No troubles at all." Deep inside, I felt sad when I read this..Well, I mean LAST time when I read that line. Maybe last time, she was too young and naive to even really know the real me.

Yes, I am that contented with everything because I don't take things for granted. Even I am having the worst time of my life, I never ever like to show my sulky face when I go out with my friends. Why would I want to spoil all my friends' mood? Well, always spare a thoughts for the others. If you think you are in a bad mood and going to show your black face to your friends when you are out. I advised you to stay at home.

As what he has said... Thinking about the past will just make people sad. So...TALK CRAP IS THE BEST! =D

He called me last night and asked me for the time, I was like orh... 12:24am. Then he asked me, what's the date of today. HAHA. I will be a dumb bell if I doesn't know. =D

Time seem to past by so fast and yet seem so slow at the same time. *sigh*

I miss the internet!! HAHA. I have no time to come online for like er... 2 days? Internet did you miss me? >.<

Anyway, I finally got a room of my own! Im so darn tired cleaning up the room and of cos dumping away all the once-I-thought-is-useful stuffs. I guess there might be more useless things to be dump tomorrow. Hmmm... I shall take some photos of my new room tomorrow.

Guess it's time to go to IKEA and take a look. I thought I could go IKEA with my sis tomorrow but well she is going out, leaving me all alone again =/

Anyway, Ben birthday is on 19th Aug... Don't seem like a big deal to me. BUT he is going ttreat to my family.Now, it sounds like a big deal to me. Oh man... I think I'm going to 'shoot' him or something when I see his face. I used to hateee him so much so much. LOL! DIE BEN DIE

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She is busy doing her hectic workload,
buzzing and rushing.
There is no chance for her to rest and enjoy life.
He is happily playing with his dog,
chasing and running.
No worry no nothing,
life is ever so beautiful.

No much of a meaning there but whenever I thought of this scene. It just bring a smile to my gloomy face. That scene just keep repeating in my mind. It's a short scene and yet it's so simple and sweet. If only life is that simple, I will exchange anything for that.

Somehow I suddenly remembered what SPY said. She self proclaimed that when it comes to love, she is very selfish. She only wants all the happiness and not the suffering part. Haha. Well, I mean the more unhappy part. Well well well... She still dare to say that I'm more 'fairy tale'. Look who sounded more 'fairytale' here? Dream baby dream. There ain't no sunshine if you going to rest on laurels. There will have more stormy nights for you.

Oh no! My air con just auto off by itself. My time is up! BYEE!

Life is so shack? Shag? People use the word "shack" and "shag" to decribe that they tired. In fact, I went to check dictionary and found out

shag
v. Chiefly British Vulgar Slang shagged, shag·ging, shags
v. tr.
To engage in sexual intercourse with.
v. intr.
To engage in sexual intercourse.

shack
1. To sleep together or live in sexual intimacy without being married.
2. To live, room, or stay at a place: I'm shacking up with my cousin till I find a place of my own.

So people... Please stop using the word. LOL.

I'm shack, shag...er well, I'm tired. Good night!

July has been a helluva bad month for me. I don't really know why but it just seem that troubles keep popping up one after another. I can't wait for August to come. Going for a 4 days 3 nights stay at Genting might be a good gateway to relax.

Yesterday seem like a super duper bad night. Dad seems troubled but there seems to be nothing I can do about it. So I just tell my sis to prepare dinner tonight so we can sit down and have a chat maybe?

I shall not said what happen yesterday.

I don't feel like typing anymore. But SPY... I'm happy. Don't worry. SPY SPY.. You just remind me of what you said that day. LOL. Someday when I have the feel to blog again. Maybe I should write about that.

Why one has to say something to hurt someone before realising that one is too blunt with the words and wanted to say sorry?

Saturday...
I went to watch POTC 2 with him. Well... A movie at 1am ain't that bad but is extremely bad. I went out at around 8pm plus, my head already started to spin. -_-

About the movie... The most funniest part was when Johnny was at the Man-eater tribe. The whole thing is just so darn funny. Overall, I still the love the 1st movie. The sequel always ain't that good enough. Well, there will definitely be a POTC 3. I don't mind watching it anyway. I just love Orlando Bloom and Johnny Depp! It's more worth it than watching that Recycle. That movie is too booorrrinnnggg.

After the movie, he went to 7-11 to buy 100 plus. I shouldn't have drink anything. I looks like some drunkard girl when Im in the cab but I'm not. I'm just tired and my tummy hates me. I throw 1/2 can of the 100 plus the moment I alighted the cab. Sucks.

Sunday...
Can I still remember? Papa seem to be in a bad mood or well I think he is or maybe MUST be thinking of something. =/ Sucks.

Today...
I was suppose to go out but well something happen so I get to stay at home and do my things. I did something and it's 70% done.

I'm erally tired of calling... This time she said someone is handling my transcript and she has not get an answer from him. She then told me tomorrow will be ready. She also MENTIONED THAT SHE WILL FUCKING CALL ME AWHILE LATER. Oh please, please stop fucking lying that you will call. Just tell me to call u tomorrow or whatever so. I'm so tired of hearing you telling me that you will call me. I have hear this line many many times. How many more times do you wish to call me? I will call tomorrow AGAIN. This time... I shall say this...

Is the transcript done? Didn't you say you want to call me yesterday? Aren't you lying? Is it already done? Please asking me to wait. I want a answer from you now. Don't ask me to wait now.

Don't ever doubt me. I will say so.

*sigh* I wanted to develope some photos and when I reached the develope machine, I realised that I brought the wrong MMC. ARgh. I tried using bluetooth to send and the stupid machine got some errors. Sucks. I will leave it to tomorrow.

Seem like a bad bad day. I need to boil the water... Keep and fold the clothes.. doing all the things that she needed to do. Maybe I'm just not use to doing all these because it's always like... It's not my job to do it! Argh. I asked her to do something simple before I sleep and end up she just dump it one side. #$^@$% %$@#%#$% ARGH. Sucks.

I really hate people to use vulgar word for no good reason. If you're mad, I can understand but I don't see it's nice to use it on anything else.

I foreseen alot of things. I don't know why, I just like to think about the future - What will happen tomorrow, a month later and etc. Maybe that just makes me a complicated person inside and yea, an eccentric temper.

Right, I think this image come in handy. Please look at the image for instruction.

**Deleted those useless paragraphs**

I saw this cute video of the Italians. It just put a smile on my face.



That stupid Mandy from LC sounded like so aunty when she was speaking to me. Stupid school. Now I'm waiting for the transcript.

After I hung up the phone, I saw a new message. She finally replied me =D

Then went to IKEA with Monz™ . I saw alot of things that I might want to buy. Haha. Money. Money. Money. I think I need a job. Lol. Waiting for Grassy to choose her catus is like waiting for the sun to rise. Haha. Overall, it's really fun... and I eating!!!! Muahaha. Oops!

On the sport news, THANK GOD THAT MILAN IS SAVED! Phew! Bye bye to Juve!!! Maybe Roma will be in for the CL in the new season =D

You Are 68% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

I'm so fond of giving people the wrong information and then realise my silly mistakes after that. *faint* Do you have a cure for that? Haha.

I'm like a silly kid this morning. I knew it was raining very heavily, I opened my eyes and saw my sister drying her hair. I was puzzled. Inside me, I was wondering, why is she here and so I asked her what is the day of today because I thought it is Saturday. She replied me, "Frida." Then I was like, "Oooo...". I reached out for he teddy bear, grabbed it, covered myself with the blanket and mumbled, "very cold, very cold" to myself. When I think back, it just seem to silly to me. Lol.

I was damn tired when I woke up at around 12:15pm. I remembered I have a bad dream last night. It goes like this...

I was packing my room and ready to move in to my new room. I went to clear my cupboard and I found out that my series of 'Jin Tian Yi' comics were missing. Later then I find out that it's my sister who lend it to some anonymous from Malaysia and the person has already left Singapore. All sort of nonsense... I only remembered that I cried very badly because thinking back, each comic book cost me at $7.30 (if I'm not wrong). To a little kid at primary school, $7.30 is alot! Unlike kids these days. Lol.

This dream, just remind me of last time when she lend a CD-Rom to her so-called bestfriend. After I found out that CD-Rom was missing, the first thing I did was to ask my sis and then scolded her. After some days, she told me what her friend said...."You want it back? Come my house and search. I don't know where I have put it." I was like so furious. I looked at my sis and told her like a thousand millon times not to lend anything to anyone again. All her friends are like big time mother fucker. That's also the reason why, right now she doesn't has any single ex schools friends to contact. She used to envy me because I always got my close friends with me. *sigh*

I kinda hate it right now, since Monday, I have not eaten a single dinner with her. I was at Jurong Point yesterday and I called her to ask if she wants to have our dinner at Jurong Point. Blah blah... She was booked. Ok, bye bye. I was very pissed off because she didn't even has the cheek to call me before hand that she is not going to eat dinner with me. To tell you the truth, I only ate ONE MEAL yesterday! I ate at around 9:30am, afternoon I ate bread and some nonsense and at night I ate carbon dioxide.

I came to realise this point, erm well.. This only apply on some people... OK, let's just say it's my sister and I. LOL.

If you are always lonely without any bestfriend, when you got a boyfriend, he will become your everything. If you have bestfriends around you all the time, when you got a boyfriend, he will become part of the one big happy family along with those bestfriends. It is not to the extreme that you really need to see him everyday.

I believe that everyone need their own space and time. Even that day you don't get to see him or her, you can always seek the opportunity to miss him or her for awhile. I guess this is sweeter than seeing him everyday. *faint* Oh shit. I said this and it just remind me of someone. I shall not say who is it. Lol.

I just smsed her yesterday that its been a long time since we have a good chat. She so agree with me and said one day we should find a day to chat. Well, let's just wait. At least I bother to sms her. Ahhhh... *faint* At least I still got the heart to do so and to think.

Gone with the days that we watched our favourite movies together. She had already watched POTC last night. Gone with the days that we ate our rubbish dinner everynight. She got herself a new companion. Gone with the days that she still needs to rely on me. Maybe this is a good news. Oh man, it's time for me to move my room. Lol.

Seriously, I think I'm happy for her. Well, I'm more worry of that guy. My dad was like keep pacing up and down my room and saying things like...

"He is a Malaysia and so he doesn't has a house in Singapore."
"Does he has any friends here? Why is it like every night, he needs to meet your sis."
"He has no home here, he got nothing to do, wait he always asks your sis out."
"If he is that kind of person who always sticks with your sis, it will be very bad."
"Maybe he will be those can't-let-go type of guy."

Lol. I guess this is just every parent's worries.

I'm so glad that since young I never really have to let them worry about anything because I'm always the smarter and the know-how-to-think type of person compare to my sis. I always can assure them with the things that I did. They always worry about my sis since young and until now. They only worry about me if I come home too late. LOL.

I suddenly just remembered about the 'image' thing that Shaun is talking about. Firstly, You must always look presentable . The hair must not be messy and the clothes you wearing must not be dirtied. Overal, you just have to look nice!! "Xin xiang shi hen zhong yao de".

So much like my father... *faint* My dad, even it is just going down to provision shop to buy bread or newspaper, my dad will be wearing his jeans. Everytime there is a big wind, the aftermath, he will ask if his hair is messy and he will take out his comb to comb his hair. In the family, he took the longest time to dress up and get ready. LOL. He always has alot of things to do.

Then Shaun continued saying that even he is at home, he will comb his hair neatly and everything, it is like as if he is going out. *ding* I just think of my father again. *faint* There was this day, my dad came out of his room after he bathe. I looked at him and asked him this question, "where are you going?" He wasn't going anyway, it just that he wore too nice that day. *faint again*

Anyway, I'm going to watch POTC this coming Saturday and yea, that also means it's tomorrow. Mama is going to book the trip to Genting tomorrow too. Great things ahead of me =D

If only everyone can understand how I really feel. *sigh*

So sad that SPY aunty is not free. Grassy went to Outram Park and she didn't invite me or ask me to go. Haha.

So well, I went to buy cookies for the cookies monster. Stupid me. I went to buy 450g. *faint* The cookies can feed him for 3 days.

On my way back, Grassy called me and talked nonsense. Lol. Well well... Calling your ccousin won't be a good idea because I don't know her and she just don't fit in if she is coming along. Too weird.

Are scorpions all the same? I think so. Save the details.

Time to say bye bye to my old wallet. It's torn and I get myself a new billabong wallet at the wallet shop. No reason for getting that brand. It jus looks nice when I walked passed the shop. I'm broke! I'm now only left with $2! Poor me. Time to find Mama for some $$. Haha!

*Thinking* $$$ So darn important.

Sham smsed again. Hm... Blah blah blah... The only thing I can remeber was, "I should not have left her 3 years ago. This is my biggest regret. No doubt!" *sigh* Maybe it's too late for you to go back. Unless he can turn back time.

You Are A Cedar Tree

You are elegant yet unpretentious, modest yet vivacious. Attractive and friendly, you are full of imagination but might lack passion. You abhor vulgar people, and you don't like anything in excess. You have little more ambition than to live a calm life and enjoy nature. You create a content, peaceful atmosphere for others.

Doing all the quiz really scares me becase it's usually 90% true. *faint*

I have already smsed her but well I think she has change her phone number. Should I I send her an email, tag at her blog or just forget about it and move on with my life?

He mentioned before and I shall just re-phrase it and say... Everyone gotta move on. If we stagnant, no matter it's 5 years later, 10 years later or even 50 years later, nothing will change. It's time to stop bothering so much about the past =D

Maybe I should just limit myself to everything I do so I won't be feeling too presurize. I'm a 'relac-kid', I can never work under pressure. I think I will die.

Grassy told be to stop being guilty about every little things. Awwww... I really think I should stop feeling so bad all the time. I just can't help it because I'm too nice!!!! Ooops! Sometimes I'm just over concern about what people think, how they feel and what will they do. I really wonder if I can be a old witch. LOl. A new term that I learned from Grassy.

I was telling SPY that, "Wo hen nan zhou ren." Then she came telling me alot of things that I don't get it. LOL. So I replied that if there's a chance I will tell you. However this morning I'm quite fine already. So I won't be telling her anything. Lol.

These days, Sham keep talking to me about his girl. *faint* Well, as long as it's not boring, I'm ok to entertain him. He also mentioned that he get paid $14000 for chatting with me on MSN. LOL. I hope I get paid to do the same thing.

Genting!! Haha. It's not as if I have not been there before. I have been there for many times but this time round it's definitely very very very different because Grassy is going with my family! My mama is such a nice person, she said that she will treat Grassy the buffet. Awww... Grassy should love me more than ever. Grassy! Time to hand in your IC and other necessary things about you to me =X I'm going to use it to loan money from the ebig ear guy. Lol.

I'm kinda surprise to learn that Grassy has not been to Genting before. Hmmmm... Well, doesn't mean you are rich, you got all the time in the world to travel around. Ah... So true. The richer you are, the more your parent are busy working, the lesser time you get to spent with them, the more you don't get to travel with them.

Now, I'm patiently awaiting for Grassy's blog entry on 'human'. LOL. Time to go out and buy famous amos' cookies.


I love this ~ I'm always the smartest =X

Just when I thought everything is fine. Something pop up again...

I'm only a human. I can't multi-tasking. *sigh*
Please stop making this emotional little baby cry again =(

Anyway... I GOT A NEW LAYOUT! NICE ??? NICE RIGHT? LOL.

I'm vexed. I'm pathetic. I simply have too much things to care, to bother, to notice to realise...

I re-read my blog.

When people are sad, feeling down and whatever so. They came to me and confide to me. They felt better and I'm happy for them. Me? Who do I turn to?

HELP! Please stop me from thinking. I have been thinking too much. Way to much. ARgh.

About friends to foe... I wrote alot but I decided to delete them all. I have no heart to show to everyone. *sigh* Damn pathetic.

Random thoughts

Are you him? No, I know you're not.

Out of curiousity, I asked him about his past. I listened and it got into my head. I went to bed, it got me thinking.

I hear too much that's why I think so much. I know I am not good enough. I will try. I will not let anyone or even myeslf to hurt you again. I promise.

Trying every pieces and bits to prove your friend wrong.

Why did you ask me not to tell him? I hear another story... What you trying to do?

I got too much to think. Please stop me from thking again.

It's 5:03am. Time to sleep.

There is only 1 me but I will... Give the best of me to all my love ones - My family, Mon™ and my Stu. I really treasure all of you because of you people, I'm staying alive.

I love you people so much,so much more than loving myself. It makes me wonder if I ever love myself before.

Not a tota planning but it's just some thoughts.

I slept at 2am yesterday. The super bad news was... My sis accidently went to lock the room. $%&$%^#%&# Bloody hell, I can't get into the room and sleep. The matter was later solved.

Now I came to think about it... I think I really want to 'divorce' with her!!!! I want my own personal space too.

If I shifted to another room
+ I will miss all my 'stars' and 'hanging thingy' in my room. *sob*
+ I will miss my 'moon light'.
+ My winnie the pooh glow in the dark thingy!

Aww... I'm the one who decor the whole room >.<

My imagine new room
+ A combine of kiddy and football stuffs!
+ A PC of my own!
+ A new chance to re-decor
+ I shall not move those 'glow in the dark' thingy but I'm giving a second thoughts about the 'hanging thingy'. LOL

Things that need to but (may or may not)
+ Drapes... A much simple one.
+ Hanging decor to seperate the differ zones. (Is my room that big? LOL)
+ New wardrobe


My mind is set. I will do it after she get herself a new laptop. I can't think about it anymore...

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Greeny show me this:
"mingni, if there's any chance that you're reading this, i want you to know, i miss you. and im sorry, it i've did anything that have upset u"

I was like huh? Who the hell said this? SPY? Can't be... Then Grassy told me that it's Linghui... She wrote it in her blog...

watched World Cup 2006 with weiliang,zhengxuan and cedric at west coast park mac.
GOAL ITALY! :)

i still remember those days where mingni and i were still good friends.
how she would show me photos of italian men.
waking up early in the morning,talking on phone with her catching the Euro cup before going to school.

mingni,if there's any chance that you're reading this.
i want you to know,i miss you.
and im sorry,if i've did anything that have upset u..


I suddenly just burst out crying after reading it. Why only now than you said it? In my mind, I was like you will always be thinking that everyone else is wrong except you. I just never thought that... *sigh*

I remember 1 year ago, I posted a similar entry.

*search*

8/22/2005
I love the time when she wakes up in the middle of the night to watch football’s match with me. Who the fuck will do this? She called me and we chat about what was going on during the football match. If my memory is working this time, I think it was the match between, Holland and Portugal. It must be Holland’s match because I remembered her telling every guy in my class that I love Ruud Van Nistelrooy’s hair! Although that isn’t true, heck that wasn’t important at that point of time.

Oh man! It's time to find her to talk....

After seeing those pics... It just makes me die. It's better than seeing anything else at the moment. Awww...









My PC is so flooded with their photos. Football is my best boyfriend. LOL.

NOTE: The conversation might not be the exact but the meaning is still there. HAHA.

I was being spurred on by Grassy. LOL. Yea... I guess I shall be more detail in my blog? LOL.

So here we go... I wish I have to get up at 1pm plus. LOL. I just feel like getting up... Well well... I still have to. *sigh* I'm suppose to eat the Cheesse Prata for lunch but well well... I'm too dumb to eat it because I bring him the wrong way and we end up eating oxygen. I took a second look at the time, it's already like going to 5pm and I have not even eat my fricking lunch...

Time to go Bukit Timah Hawker Centre. SPY boarded the bus at her stop. He and I were like talking and talking.. Then when he saw SPY... He became muted. LOL.

SPY: Hi!
HIM: (Stop for a min) Hi. (Look away)
SPY: So dao de.
ME: Eh.. she saying hi to you le.
HIM: I tot she tokin to u.
ME: Tokin to u la. Me n her no nid sae hi de. haha.

When they got down the bus, I was like an idiot standing at the bus exit because I could not find where is my wallet. LOL.

HIM: Why like everyone looking at me when I board down the bus.
ME: either they nv c a guy b4 or because i gt those pai kia face...they c liao scare. haha.
HIM: Where gt lo.
ME: C de way u walk la. like chao ah beng.
HIM: U gt c hw dex walk b4? He more beng.
ME: Got la... (imitating dex's walking style) No le... I tink he walk more like king kong >.< HIM: Haha. I'm a good boi lo.
ME: Still boy? How old are you?
HIM: 12 years old.
ME: Haha.

So here comes the Monz™ meet-the-aunty session. LOL. I thought we could get some free food there but we only got a cheaper price. Hm.... It's better than nothing. He gave SPY a $50 note and SPY was like saying the she will keep the change.

ME: Don't eat people money la."
SPY: "You heart pain ar?"
ME: "His money oso not my money. "
SPY: "His money is ur money ma."
ME: "No le my money is my money. His money is his money."

I looked at him but he said nothing and give me that kind of "blur" look. *faint*

ME: "You don't want your money ar?"
HIM: "Yao."
SPY: "You finally talk ar?"

Muahaha. That's the evil spy. I think maybe aunty SPY really got a monster's face that makes him turned on the anti-stranger system. LOL. I guess it's a natural reaction for all the introverts. Er... But I guess he is a little worse than me. Haha. Let's just say that it's because Aunty SPY's face is scary. Put myself in his shoe, I will react the same way. Everytime SPY said something erm..not lame but really silly, he will turn one side or look down and chuckles. LOL. SPY ar... SPY ar...

As long as he don't mute when I'm talking to him... It will be fine. HAHA. Anyway, usually he is the one who start the conversation. Well, so I can keep my brain active for more craps later. Lol. No craps no lame & nonsense stuff no fun.

HIM: Why like so little ppl here?
ME: Dunno
HIM: Most of the stalls here are like closed. Like as if this whole place is going to "dao" liao (closed down)
ME: Aiya. As long as the roof dun "dao" can liao.
HIM: Haha.

Aunty SPY shown me the 'cute guy' and the 'hawker guy'. Er... The 'cute guy' is okay just a little cute. I really mean just a little bit. LOL. I think he looks older than 20. I thought he was like 23-24 years old. LOL. I think the 'hawker guy' is worse >.< style="font-weight: bold;">
Blah...

ME: My friend say that guy is cute.
HIM: Cute meh?
ME: Eh.. ok la..Ya la ya la...u cutest
HIM: haha. no le where got.
ME: tt time u say urself more handsome than Orlando bloom.
HIM: haha. tt its i sae de ma. not other people say.
ME: Haha. stupid la.
HIM: (Looking) How old is he?
ME: I dunno.
HIM: He look very old. Like 30 plus. Confirm is malaysian.
ME: LOL! I will ask her.

Blah...

When SPY come...

ME: How old is he?
SPY: 20 years old
ME: he isay he look very old.
SPY: hu say?
ME: (pointing at him)
SPY: Haha. Then he very young la
ME: Ya la. He say himself 12 years old. Right? (Look at him) How old are you.
HIM: (Giving those kind of paiseh look) Dunno.
ME: now act blur liao....-__-

Anyway, SPY asked her mother to guess how old is he...SPY's mother reply was "16-17 years old". LOL.

Blahhh...

SPY: Does he looks like he is malaysian?
ME: Ya la.. Only malaysians work in such places.
HIM: (Laughing)
ME: (Blur)
SPY: (Feeling of kanna shoot by me)

Okay... Then I realised I was over generalised. LOL. Oops.

Blahhh...

SPY: You help me find some shuai ge here la.
ME: (looking around) *here got meh?*
ME: Oh... I saw one, he is infront of you.
SPY: (Look around) Huh?
ME: (Pointing at him) HAHA.
SPY: -_-

Frankly speaking... How do really find a shuai ge at a hawker centre? LOL. Anyway, SPY asked her mother to guess how old is he...SPY's mother reply was "16-17 years old". LOL.

Its nice to go home early. Taking taxi all the time will make him become like SPY. LOL. =X I shall not always anyhow anyhow relate things. Lol.

Am I someone who is very cold blooded? I asked him... If there's ever anything you are ot happy about me, you can just tell me straight. He then told me that sometime I'm like very cold towards him but he couldn't state out any example. Hmmmm.. That got me thinking... Maybe I am...perhaps only sometimes because I can't give you all my attention.

I remember that day, er..8th I think... he suddenly sms me at around 5am...DUH! I didn't know who smsed me I just press my hp and make it shuddup and I went back sleeping..Then I woke up and saw he wrote this, "Dear, you there?" I was duh? What the hell?? It was later that day he told me he had a nightmare. He saw me telling him that I'm going to leave me. I was like, "are you trying to make up story?" He then said that he got no time to make up such story and wake up at 5am just to sms me. Oh ok... I always find myself not trusting him. Well, it takes time I suppose. Then I told him not to think so much. Oh well...Hmmmm.

Anyway, Dex called me just now. He said he went to Tao Payoh to eat and went to see him.

DEX: Why your boyfriend so dao?
ME: how i noe. maybe he see u buay song.
DEX: Really?
ME: I anyhw sae de la
DEX: Aiya. he is weird. maybe he noe last time i everytime call u to tok.
ME: ya la. u la. now u cannot anyhw anyhw la. haha.

Blahhh...

Then we started crapping about some nonsense... and yea Thailand's "lady". Haha.

DEX: My gf going too. but i tink she's going with her fren and im going wif my fren. i wont tell her where i go.
ME: then u can anyhw rite
DEX: No la. I'm always good.
ME: Aiya. use my mouth i oso can sae im gd.
DEX: haha.

MY ITALY WON!!!!

Nothing can express my joy right now. I LOVE MY BOYS!

Thanks to so many people for the "congrats" message. Haha. You people make me feel like I'm part of the team. LOL.

I posted all photos here. HAha. I still have tons more that I have no time to upload. Gotta go out now. CIAO!

I saw Leng Kee yesterday! What can I say about man these days? Oh.. I mean boys these days. He is just another typical boys. I went to subway to eat with my sis and so happen that he is also there and well with a girl. So I smsed him asked if that was his girlfriend and blah... He told me that he already got a girlfriend but he is trying to woo this girl too. Oh.. What the world has become. He asked me if I already has a boyfriend. When he got to know that my boyfriend is already 21 years old...GUESS WHAT IS HIS 1ST REACTION?

"Lol. He 21 yr i ar? Gd lor. Cn have fun. Haha. Cn do tat. LOL."

WTF is people thinking of these days? Just sex and nothing else? Hello! is there anybody who talk sense out there? After that I asked him is it that he can't wait and wanted to do it already.

"Lol. Haven. Both oso underage. hw to do? Haha."

Then I told him to find a older woman.

"Finding. Targeting e gal u saw jus now lor. She same age. Bdae in aug."

OMG! OMG! Does he means that when her birthday is over in August, he can do it already? Oh.. I'm so going to faint anytime.

Sex = Love? Love = Sex? Or is it sex is the only thing they are craving for? Save me! I'm going to faint again.

"Jux tt its seems like you will do something special for him lo.. I noe its like tt when one is attach la.. But the feelings jux weird lo... In e pastU belongs to us.. N now we got to share u wif him.. Den not tti want to mention him everytime we tok.. Jux wanna make sure he treats u well lo"

If I'm ever in doubt about something or curious about what that person particular is thinking, I will usually keep myself in suspend... I have been pretty straight forward yesterday.

I asked her that question. I just have to say, you are not me, you don't know what I am thinking and you don't know what I will do and done. So please don't ever try to put what you think or what you have done and put it in my suitation because I am just NOT YOU!

For your caes, maybe you will do something special for him but for my case... I can't even think of what special things I have done for him... Even if I really did anything, how special it can be? Whatever I have did with Monz is nothing can be compare.

Don't say you know... I think you don't know.

Please stop saying that I'm more fairytale now. I'm very irritated. I am always a realistic person. If I'm really that fairytale...Gimme proof and statement to prove your statements made is right.

I don't want to repeat this again... When we are out, please don't talk anything about him...Unless necessary. It's no longer fun to keep teasing about nonsensical things.

Dex's bro is celebrating his birthday today....and he is a big time suckaaaa.

D e x t A a ` - says:
haha
D e x t A a ` - says:
say the jiejie that i always call when i fetch him from sch?
D e x t A a ` - says:
lol
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* eccentric says:
yaryar!!
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* eccentric says:
if he still rmb'
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* eccentric says:
mus sae hor
D e x t A a ` - says:
lol
D e x t A a ` - says:
dun wan
D e x t A a ` - says:
i tellin him the jiejie run with other guy le

Argh. Damn him. LOL.

Also, that day we like talking about why does couples need to put each other name on MSN or wherever to indicate he or she love him or her? We both agree it's nonsnse, I guess Greeny think the same too =) If you love somebody, love it in your heart...Well, maybe some people just want to let everyone knows.


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Lala..Sham suddenly talked to me today and I don't know what crap advice I'm giving him... but I'm surprise at our last part of the conversation. Oh gosh..Oh no! He did it too! LOL.


La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
still waitin 4 the gal of my dreams for 6mths...
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
its been a very patience game
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
Oh.. still at the courtship stage

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*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
hw's it going on
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
smoothly
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
so far so gud...
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
well she was my ex 3yrs ago
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
n since january ive been tryin 2 win back her heart
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
n she knows everyting
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
she jz need time

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*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
She looks like some sexy hot babe
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
da best is tat she nt those type of typical girly girly ones
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
Haha
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
tt's nice. can figure tt out from those pics
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
well i shld nt have left her 3yrs ago!
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
the biggest regret ever!

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La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
ok wanna ask u sumtin....
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
hAHa ok
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
for example....
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
yep
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
this guy left u twice long ago...
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
n came back ..
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
everything is same as my situation here..
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
u knw rite...
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
n..
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
let say.. theres another guy after her too...
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
who wld u choose?
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
mm any info abt de other guy
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
jz meet tat guy la let say...
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
n this got nothing 2 do wit the real thing
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
jz a question oni
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
oh..
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
i wont go wid de guy hu left me
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
cos .. its like he hurt me b4
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
or maybe i wil be like her
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
i will take a long time to ponder abt it
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
i will be afraid tt i will get hurt agn
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
oh man
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
anyway...
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
my roma-totti kit is wit her
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
i sent her a package in febuary..
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
stating tat im willing 2 sacrifice anything 4 her n tat totti kit was my most valuable of all..
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
WAh..
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
that's really a big sarificial!
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
did she reply u
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
ya
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
i will be realli touch if im her
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
so wat will be yr answer again?
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
who u choose?
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
i will still consider...
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
action speak louder den words
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
haiya
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
true
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
ya lo..

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La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
1 more...
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
ok lets say ive been saying the word "i luv u" 2 her for the past 2mths..
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
n she nvr acknowledge back...
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
bt 4 the past few week...
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
when i said "i luv u"...
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
she replied back "Me too"
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
wat does tat mean?
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
Aww.. tt already show
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
i guess u noe it urself
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
but she said mee too
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
means she love u too
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
but?
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
but still kinda like something is holdin her back
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
ya
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
maybe thers sumtin tat i need 2 do tat will definately convince her!

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La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
btw..
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
i thiink i gotta tell u this...
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
maybe this could change yr answer..
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
3 yrs ago when we were steadys...
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
ya ha
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
both of us lost our V 2gether...
La Roma è Sempre Nel Mio Cuore! says:
so wat will be yr final answer?
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
Ooo..
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
i will still be tinkin abt u
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
=)
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
tt's will be my final ans
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
no matter wat
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
end of de dae
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* here today, gone tomorrow says:
it will come to u