[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Awake ] [Listening: The Killer - Somebody Told Me]

Last night was my graduation night! It wasn't very spectacular but it was very fun & memorable for me. Ok, here’s what was going on yesterday.

I was supposed to meet HT at 2pm but I was late by about 30 mins. Lol! Not my fault! It’s because of the rain! Haha! One more thing… A HUG THANKS TO MY SIS!! She went all the way back to the house to get Grace’s present for me. *Touch*. I have the best sister in the world! Lol!

We have a hard time going to Grace’s house. HT said we have to stop at Tanjong Pagar MRT station and change to another train, which is going to the North East line… Blah… I shouldn’t have listen to her. We waste our time!! We actually don’t even need to change any train or whatever so. Haha!

At Ajunied MRT station, we waited for SPY & Grace to come. HT was very impatient. She kept saying those “seh pei pei” (lecherous uncle) kept looking at her. Lol! This station is near Geyland and this place is somehow called the ‘Red Light District’. If you know what is it, you will get it. SPY & Grace was really slow. Fortunately, I saw one handsome ‘Ang Moh’!! Haha! He looks like an Irish. Wooo! How I wish I know him. Lol!

We took a taxi to school… They owe me $. Hahahaha!

The moment we reached there, I saw many beauties and the beast?! Haha.. No.…no… beast. But guys’ outfit was nothing spectacular. Haha!

Here’s some comments about my classmate’s outfit.

Hui Xin: WOW! WOW! WOW! What’s more can I say? She is really a chio bu!
LH: Sher got her hair extension...Blah. Ok more comments later. People said too many things to me.
Melvin: He really has slim down a lot! Congratulation!
Jiesi: Nice hair! Lol!
Bilson: Nothing special. I just like his leather jacket.
Jasper: He wore like an actor in the movie, "Shanghai Tang". Lol!
Mirza: Henry! Eh?! Henry is uglier than him. His hair is so stunning!!
Ryhan: Nice jacket and everything but not the t-shirt. Duh! Spoiler!
LK: *sigh* Same outfit with Musin...HE LOOK SO MUCH BETTER THAN YOU! Lol! And c'mon! Please tuck out your shirt. Lol!

There are many others who dress very nice too. Im too tired to comment everyone. Lol!

Hm... Grace told me that Ening told her that LH looks very sluty in her overall outfit. Her hair and her skirt was so short... Blah.. I was kinda shock at her comments at 1st but after that I realised I should have know why she will say that. My friends asked me why her skirt look so short compare to yours? Didn't she bought the same skirt as you? Ok, good question. Beats me. I have no idea. Just people wear whatever they want and do whatever they want right? So why bother so much. Haha!

The programme was rather boring. Nothing much about it. So my friends were there to entertain ourself.

I really have to pity the fish in the fish bowl (at our table) Grace asked me to add some of the fruit punch into the fish bowl. Lol! Guess what? I did it! Once I pour it, I can't stop! The same goes for her too. Lol! After that, we realised that those fishes have to pour back to the big fish tank. The MC was asking each table representative to bring the fish bowl to the stage and pour. All my friends was there laughing away. Haha!


This is the fish bowl. The water has already change colour! Lol!

During the last programme, everyone was hugging away. I was quite shock that Chia Xuan came and hug me!! Haha! I was quite happy. I can never forget that we're the best of friend when we were in sec 2. Thanks to the tamborine dance that bring us together. Sadly, now... We're just normal friends. So sad right? Haha!

Some of my friends cried. So I was there trying to make a fool of myself. Lol! I didn't make them smile but I make those who didn't cry, laugh even more.

Andrain was so thick skin. He asked me did I have miss him. I said "yes". Haha! I was just lying. Who the hell will miss him. Lol! I asked him whether he want a hug, so when he was leaning towards me, I just hit him hard on his shoulder. Lol! Stupid him!!

At 10pm ++, we're about to go home. HT went home 1st. Grace, SPY, Maureen & I was busy taking photos. Maureen is suppose to send me those photos!! Where are those photos now? Haha... I have to wait.

After that, we saw Andrain came again. He is so irritating. Haha.. He was there shaking away. I wanna kick his ass but I can't run too fast because of my stupid high heel.

Before I went home, Ening suddenly came to me and said :"why she wear so sluty and you look ok?" and after that she left. Ok, not sluty or whatever so. Maybe her is abit exaggerate but while it's our day today so it should be ok. Again, I have to understand why she said that. I can't help it but to think this way... I rather be ugly and have my best friends with me than being pretty and having no best friend at.

After that, I went to hug my chio bu, Hui Xin! Haha! I can never do that again and I don't know when she will call me "suai ge" again. *sob* Haha! I also hug Jiesi! Haha.. Didn't thought of hugging him at first but since he was there... Haha! It's not really that case. Just showing some friend's love. Haha! Hope he is happy =>
I also hug Lionel!!!! Hahaha! I was just pulling his leg at first but never expected that he will really come and hug me. Haha!

Thanks all my lovely friends for making the day so memorable for me!

Graduation night photos here!

Plug: Roxy

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Tired ] [Listening: None]

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! What more can I say?

Bio exam wasn't so hard after all but I don't have much confidence about it. I don't know why. Maybe it's because of my previon Chem paper. Hui Xin made a grave mistake for her Bio paper. In Section B, we are suppose to choose 3 question out of 2 but she only choose 1. It's not that she doesn't know how to do, she thought we're suppose to do ONLY 1 question. There goes her 10 marks. I really pity her.

After exam, I went to LH's house for awhile. I have a short conversation with her aunty. She is really a chatty person. Even though I don't know her very well, she still has endless topic to say to me. She revealed some of LH's secret to me. Lol! Hm... To protect her privacy, I decided not to say anything about it here. Haha!

Im going to dye my hair tomorrow!!! Weeee!

I don't know if Im going for Chalet. Hm... maybe going for BBQ only or maybe not...

Plug: Yen Lin

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Fresh ] [Listening: Bowling for soup - 1985]

I can't wait for tomorrow Bio exam becuse it's going to be my last exam!!!!! But before that I have to go back and revise some of the facts that I have already forgotten. Haha!

Today MCQ questions wasn't very tough but Im not extreme confident over it. I don't know if my Science can make it. I guess I have already did badly for my Chemistry, I don't know if my Biology and MCQ questions are able to help me. *cross-finger* I might be re-taking my Science again next year?! *sigh*

Never mind. After my last paper, there will be graduation night!! I just can't wait!!! Im going to dye my hair without my parent's consent. Lol! I wonder what will they said when they see it. I don't know if that night will be a great night. Im just afraid it will turn out to be blunt and boring. Hm.. We shall see.

I don't know what I will do after my O level. I might only find a job at around January because I will be going on holiday during December. Everything is not confirm yet. Well.. here goes the same old words, we shall see.


Winter is coming.. get ready your winter clothes. Too bad I don't experience it here.

Plug: Roxy, Cindy

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Great ] [Listening: N.O.R.E feat. Nina Sky, Daddy Yankee, Gem Star & Big Mato-Oye Mi Canto]

Wahaha! Samuel wants me to blog! Haha! I actually wanted to talk about graduation night thingy again but I decided not to. I decided to post photos instead. Hehe! I took lots of photos with my webcam today! Check it out!

This is for all lovely couples!

This is for all good buddies!


This is for all great sisters!

For anyone who is going to sleep now.


For those who didn't sleep well last night.

I have posted more at saintxsin. I upload the rest at the gallery tomorrow! ;)

Plug: Linds, Judy, Kristin

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Happy ] [Listening: D12 feat. Eminem - My Band]

Finally History exam is over! The paper wasn't too hard, it's management. *cross finger* Geography Paper 2 tomorrow. Good luck to myself in advance :)

After the History exam, Mirza was saying some crap about Von Dutch. Opps! Haha! Nothing much about it. I just suddenly think about how I get to know the brand, Von Dutch so much. Lol! I remember that day, I saw a couple was wearing a white t-shirt with the word Von Dutch on it. At that time, I never heard of the brand name and so I thought two of them might be from Netherland because of the word DUTCH. Lol! You see, how stupid I can be. I get to like Von Dutch even more because of Mon Chouchou! For a rich boy like him, he can get anything he wants. I thought of getting Von Dutch t-shirt soon. But before that I thought buying a new shoe for my graduation night. Hm... I have to buy some Xmas presents for my friend. Waaa... So many things to buy.

My bf! Handsome? Lol!

I was overjoyed when Lizzie agrees to send me a copy of Calcio Football!! Im so happy! There's actually nice people around. I don't even know her very well but Im glad that she offers to help me. *touch*

Nothing much now. Ciao!

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Happy ] [Listening: The Killer - Somebody told me]

I wanna get this Roma calendar!! I have already asked my friend if she could buy for me. Hmm.. Sometime I really hate my country. It's not because the standard of living is poor or whatever, I hate it because they hardly sell any Serie A stuffs!! Lol! I have waited so long for my Roma's jersey... That time I went to La Vanita to ask if the Roma's jersey is available, the owner said I have to wait for 2 more weeks. After 2 weeks, the owner said it's OUT OF STOCK! WTF?!

Look at this... >>> Will you be happier after looking at this? This is what I show my friend when she is down. For anyone who is down on their luck or is unhappy about anything. I hope you will be happier after looking at this.

Insead of going to salon to dye my hair, I have decided ask my sis to dye my hair. Lol! it's cheaper this way. For the sake of my Roma's stuffs... I must do this. Lol! Hm.... Let's see first. Unless there's some salon offer super cheap price that attracts me. Lol!

Going to study now... (again) Sobz

Plug: Yen, Roxy, Charlene

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Frustrated ] [Listening: The Killer - Somebody told me]

So irritating!! Signmyguestbook really suck right now. I can't edit the html. Either I find a better free guestbook or I just dump it away forever. Another thing was that, somebody told said that there is problem with my splash page. The link leads to: http://chocolate-mango.net/cm\mexesmain.htm instead of http://chocolate-mango.net/cm/mexesmain.htm. I went to check but it's really http://chocolate-mango.net/cm/mexesmain.htm and not what those people has said. I'm really puzzled. Is there something wrong with my computer or what? All these html and internet thingy is making me mad. Argh!

My Dad is so afraid that I didn't study for my O level History and Geography exams. He came in just now to remind me. I'm already so frustrated he still kept asking me to study. The fact is that I have already study!! That's why I don't feel like studying right now. I know he did it for my own good but he can't expect me to study 23 hours right? If I really want to study, I will go and study without him telling me to. *sigh*

How I wish O level can be over quickly. I can't wait for graduation night but it's also sometime I don't quite look forward to. I don't know why.

Anyone has some good songs to recommand? So boring here. I have been listening to the same songs on the radio again and again.

I'll never fail to post my bf pix everyday! ;) Only he can make my day!

Plug: Qing

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Sad] [Listening: 3 Doors Down - When I'm Gone ]

I don't know why I felt like crying. No, seriously Im crying. Im just too emotional. My sis came over and asked me what's wrong with my voice and I told her that I just woke up so my voice seem to sound hoarse.

I am suppose to do my Chem TYS but I end up trying to help my 2 CAIs friends. Please don't be like this. Why does this happen when you two actually love each other? I hate it.

It hurts that someone don't understand you and vice versa... Seriously, who understand each other well? Sometime we don't even understand ourself...

My life is too good. I have my loving parents and caring sister. I even have friends who actually really really care for my future and everything. Im so touch. I really love them too.

I don't really mind hearing people's problems. I love to hear them but I wish I could do more than just listen.

It'll only hurts me when I asked someone something and that person refused to tell me much things. That person simply dont trust me or don't treat me like her bestfriend?

Maybe I and her are not that close enough... I don't know... You don't see me talk to her that often now. I don't know what to say. I just felt she don't treat me like her good fren. Maybe I shouldn't too? Maybe I should not bother her but this is the time she needds someone but again... I can't do anything... Am I too losuy pr maybe it's her don't allow me to enter her world of feelings.

Now even my Dad came to ask me what's wrong with me. You see, they care too much sometime. I'm just plain silly. He came and asked me again. Asking me to tell him what happen. He kept coming in to look at me. Look how lucky I am? That's why I felt so sorry for people who live in a broken family. I hope I can share my joys with you.

I just felt sorry for the outcome, CAIs. Maybe I should stop crying. I have to go now.

Hope never abandons you; you abandon it.

Plug: Rad, Roxy

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Semi-sad] [Listening: 3 Doors Down - When I'm Gone ]

Don't judge a book by it's cover because you'll never know how good the content of the book is. I thought he is just a irritating guy, who gossips a lot and rattle non-stop but he is not what as I think. I'm so wrong of him. I hope I can help him in some way or another. Cheer up and be happy because the world has not end yet.

Don't cry out loudJust keep it inside,
learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all

Life is like a passing clouds, full of changes and unique. It's beautiful to see the changes of the clouds but it's ugly to see human change.

Math paper tomorrow! I can't imagine what disaster will strike me. Math! Math! Math! I wonder if I can handle it. Chemistry paper on Tue! *sigh* Another killer. It's not very hard. I hope I can memories those chemistry theories as well as how I memorise those facts for history & social studies. *cross finger*

Im going to reformat my computer soon! My computer is way too lousy. Now I'm trying to attach all my downloaded stuffs to my gmail. Lol! Hope I can get a CD burner soon, so I can just burn those stuffs into the CD. So, for the time being, I have to pity my gmail account. Lol!

Plug: Lara, Charlene, Nile, Heather

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Happy] [Listening: Usher - Confession part 2 ]

Yo! People! Im back! My exam is not over yet! But I don't think I need any stupid hiatus when I still come online very often. Lol! Another reason that I decided to come back because I did a new layout!!! Never really add those special effect on this layout but I love it. Not only it feature mon chouchou, Mexes, those words are meaningful to me: All the good times is gone. All the good memories just fade away.

When I am doing this layout, I am thinking about those days when Im still in primary school, where I always hang out with those guys. They're really funny and awesome people but I have none of their contacts except for one!! Im so sad! How come I am so stupid when I am young? I really miss them. I also miss those days when my friend are in their old self. Sometime it is just so sad.

ATTENTION ALL SIBS,AFFILIATES & LINKS XCHANGE:
I have removed quite alot of links because some were closed, didn't link us or the host's account is suspended. If you still wish to be our sib, affies or xchange link, please comment here or email us, ok? Thanks!

Today O level Mathematics Paper:
It wasn't that hard after all. It's manageable and I manage to do many questions (unlike in Prelim) but I'm not really confident of my answer. Hm.. Let's see then.

I have watched Shark Tale today!! It's a great movie. Lenny is sooooo cutee!!

Not forgetting to thanks all commentors! You make my day! Also, thanks for all your good luck wishes!

Plug: Judy, Roxy, Stef, Luthien, Lara, Kristina, Aidan, Loeder, Kikie, Sophie, Chelsea, Mel, Iman, Krystal, Tia, Yinx

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Awake ] [Listening: The Killer - Somebody Told Me]

Last night was my graduation night! It wasn't very spectacular but it was very fun & memorable for me. Ok, here’s what was going on yesterday.

I was supposed to meet HT at 2pm but I was late by about 30 mins. Lol! Not my fault! It’s because of the rain! Haha! One more thing… A HUG THANKS TO MY SIS!! She went all the way back to the house to get Grace’s present for me. *Touch*. I have the best sister in the world! Lol!

We have a hard time going to Grace’s house. HT said we have to stop at Tanjong Pagar MRT station and change to another train, which is going to the North East line… Blah… I shouldn’t have listen to her. We waste our time!! We actually don’t even need to change any train or whatever so. Haha!

At Ajunied MRT station, we waited for SPY & Grace to come. HT was very impatient. She kept saying those “seh pei pei” (lecherous uncle) kept looking at her. Lol! This station is near Geyland and this place is somehow called the ‘Red Light District’. If you know what is it, you will get it. SPY & Grace was really slow. Fortunately, I saw one handsome ‘Ang Moh’!! Haha! He looks like an Irish. Wooo! How I wish I know him. Lol!

We took a taxi to school… They owe me $. Hahahaha!

The moment we reached there, I saw many beauties and the beast?! Haha.. No.…no… beast. But guys’ outfit was nothing spectacular. Haha!

Here’s some comments about my classmate’s outfit.

Hui Xin: WOW! WOW! WOW! What’s more can I say? She is really a chio bu!
LH: Sher got her hair extension...Blah. Ok more comments later. People said too many things to me.
Melvin: He really has slim down a lot! Congratulation!
Jiesi: Nice hair! Lol!
Bilson: Nothing special. I just like his leather jacket.
Jasper: He wore like an actor in the movie, "Shanghai Tang". Lol!
Mirza: Henry! Eh?! Henry is uglier than him. His hair is so stunning!!
Ryhan: Nice jacket and everything but not the t-shirt. Duh! Spoiler!
LK: *sigh* Same outfit with Musin...HE LOOK SO MUCH BETTER THAN YOU! Lol! And c'mon! Please tuck out your shirt. Lol!

There are many others who dress very nice too. Im too tired to comment everyone. Lol!

Hm... Grace told me that Ening told her that LH looks very sluty in her overall outfit. Her hair and her skirt was so short... Blah.. I was kinda shock at her comments at 1st but after that I realised I should have know why she will say that. My friends asked me why her skirt look so short compare to yours? Didn't she bought the same skirt as you? Ok, good question. Beats me. I have no idea. Just people wear whatever they want and do whatever they want right? So why bother so much. Haha!

The programme was rather boring. Nothing much about it. So my friends were there to entertain ourself.

I really have to pity the fish in the fish bowl (at our table) Grace asked me to add some of the fruit punch into the fish bowl. Lol! Guess what? I did it! Once I pour it, I can't stop! The same goes for her too. Lol! After that, we realised that those fishes have to pour back to the big fish tank. The MC was asking each table representative to bring the fish bowl to the stage and pour. All my friends was there laughing away. Haha!


This is the fish bowl. The water has already change colour! Lol!

During the last programme, everyone was hugging away. I was quite shock that Chia Xuan came and hug me!! Haha! I was quite happy. I can never forget that we're the best of friend when we were in sec 2. Thanks to the tamborine dance that bring us together. Sadly, now... We're just normal friends. So sad right? Haha!

Some of my friends cried. So I was there trying to make a fool of myself. Lol! I didn't make them smile but I make those who didn't cry, laugh even more.

Andrain was so thick skin. He asked me did I have miss him. I said "yes". Haha! I was just lying. Who the hell will miss him. Lol! I asked him whether he want a hug, so when he was leaning towards me, I just hit him hard on his shoulder. Lol! Stupid him!!

At 10pm ++, we're about to go home. HT went home 1st. Grace, SPY, Maureen & I was busy taking photos. Maureen is suppose to send me those photos!! Where are those photos now? Haha... I have to wait.

After that, we saw Andrain came again. He is so irritating. Haha.. He was there shaking away. I wanna kick his ass but I can't run too fast because of my stupid high heel.

Before I went home, Ening suddenly came to me and said :"why she wear so sluty and you look ok?" and after that she left. Ok, not sluty or whatever so. Maybe her is abit exaggerate but while it's our day today so it should be ok. Again, I have to understand why she said that. I can't help it but to think this way... I rather be ugly and have my best friends with me than being pretty and having no best friend at.

After that, I went to hug my chio bu, Hui Xin! Haha! I can never do that again and I don't know when she will call me "suai ge" again. *sob* Haha! I also hug Jiesi! Haha.. Didn't thought of hugging him at first but since he was there... Haha! It's not really that case. Just showing some friend's love. Haha! Hope he is happy =>
I also hug Lionel!!!! Hahaha! I was just pulling his leg at first but never expected that he will really come and hug me. Haha!

Thanks all my lovely friends for making the day so memorable for me!

Graduation night photos here!

Plug: Roxy

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Tired ] [Listening: None]

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! What more can I say?

Bio exam wasn't so hard after all but I don't have much confidence about it. I don't know why. Maybe it's because of my previon Chem paper. Hui Xin made a grave mistake for her Bio paper. In Section B, we are suppose to choose 3 question out of 2 but she only choose 1. It's not that she doesn't know how to do, she thought we're suppose to do ONLY 1 question. There goes her 10 marks. I really pity her.

After exam, I went to LH's house for awhile. I have a short conversation with her aunty. She is really a chatty person. Even though I don't know her very well, she still has endless topic to say to me. She revealed some of LH's secret to me. Lol! Hm... To protect her privacy, I decided not to say anything about it here. Haha!

Im going to dye my hair tomorrow!!! Weeee!

I don't know if Im going for Chalet. Hm... maybe going for BBQ only or maybe not...

Plug: Yen Lin

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Fresh ] [Listening: Bowling for soup - 1985]

I can't wait for tomorrow Bio exam becuse it's going to be my last exam!!!!! But before that I have to go back and revise some of the facts that I have already forgotten. Haha!

Today MCQ questions wasn't very tough but Im not extreme confident over it. I don't know if my Science can make it. I guess I have already did badly for my Chemistry, I don't know if my Biology and MCQ questions are able to help me. *cross-finger* I might be re-taking my Science again next year?! *sigh*

Never mind. After my last paper, there will be graduation night!! I just can't wait!!! Im going to dye my hair without my parent's consent. Lol! I wonder what will they said when they see it. I don't know if that night will be a great night. Im just afraid it will turn out to be blunt and boring. Hm.. We shall see.

I don't know what I will do after my O level. I might only find a job at around January because I will be going on holiday during December. Everything is not confirm yet. Well.. here goes the same old words, we shall see.


Winter is coming.. get ready your winter clothes. Too bad I don't experience it here.

Plug: Roxy, Cindy

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Great ] [Listening: N.O.R.E feat. Nina Sky, Daddy Yankee, Gem Star & Big Mato-Oye Mi Canto]

Wahaha! Samuel wants me to blog! Haha! I actually wanted to talk about graduation night thingy again but I decided not to. I decided to post photos instead. Hehe! I took lots of photos with my webcam today! Check it out!

This is for all lovely couples!

This is for all good buddies!


This is for all great sisters!

For anyone who is going to sleep now.


For those who didn't sleep well last night.

I have posted more at saintxsin. I upload the rest at the gallery tomorrow! ;)

Plug: Linds, Judy, Kristin

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Happy ] [Listening: D12 feat. Eminem - My Band]

Finally History exam is over! The paper wasn't too hard, it's management. *cross finger* Geography Paper 2 tomorrow. Good luck to myself in advance :)

After the History exam, Mirza was saying some crap about Von Dutch. Opps! Haha! Nothing much about it. I just suddenly think about how I get to know the brand, Von Dutch so much. Lol! I remember that day, I saw a couple was wearing a white t-shirt with the word Von Dutch on it. At that time, I never heard of the brand name and so I thought two of them might be from Netherland because of the word DUTCH. Lol! You see, how stupid I can be. I get to like Von Dutch even more because of Mon Chouchou! For a rich boy like him, he can get anything he wants. I thought of getting Von Dutch t-shirt soon. But before that I thought buying a new shoe for my graduation night. Hm... I have to buy some Xmas presents for my friend. Waaa... So many things to buy.

My bf! Handsome? Lol!

I was overjoyed when Lizzie agrees to send me a copy of Calcio Football!! Im so happy! There's actually nice people around. I don't even know her very well but Im glad that she offers to help me. *touch*

Nothing much now. Ciao!

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Happy ] [Listening: The Killer - Somebody told me]

I wanna get this Roma calendar!! I have already asked my friend if she could buy for me. Hmm.. Sometime I really hate my country. It's not because the standard of living is poor or whatever, I hate it because they hardly sell any Serie A stuffs!! Lol! I have waited so long for my Roma's jersey... That time I went to La Vanita to ask if the Roma's jersey is available, the owner said I have to wait for 2 more weeks. After 2 weeks, the owner said it's OUT OF STOCK! WTF?!

Look at this... >>> Will you be happier after looking at this? This is what I show my friend when she is down. For anyone who is down on their luck or is unhappy about anything. I hope you will be happier after looking at this.

Insead of going to salon to dye my hair, I have decided ask my sis to dye my hair. Lol! it's cheaper this way. For the sake of my Roma's stuffs... I must do this. Lol! Hm.... Let's see first. Unless there's some salon offer super cheap price that attracts me. Lol!

Going to study now... (again) Sobz

Plug: Yen, Roxy, Charlene

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Frustrated ] [Listening: The Killer - Somebody told me]

So irritating!! Signmyguestbook really suck right now. I can't edit the html. Either I find a better free guestbook or I just dump it away forever. Another thing was that, somebody told said that there is problem with my splash page. The link leads to: http://chocolate-mango.net/cm\mexesmain.htm instead of http://chocolate-mango.net/cm/mexesmain.htm. I went to check but it's really http://chocolate-mango.net/cm/mexesmain.htm and not what those people has said. I'm really puzzled. Is there something wrong with my computer or what? All these html and internet thingy is making me mad. Argh!

My Dad is so afraid that I didn't study for my O level History and Geography exams. He came in just now to remind me. I'm already so frustrated he still kept asking me to study. The fact is that I have already study!! That's why I don't feel like studying right now. I know he did it for my own good but he can't expect me to study 23 hours right? If I really want to study, I will go and study without him telling me to. *sigh*

How I wish O level can be over quickly. I can't wait for graduation night but it's also sometime I don't quite look forward to. I don't know why.

Anyone has some good songs to recommand? So boring here. I have been listening to the same songs on the radio again and again.

I'll never fail to post my bf pix everyday! ;) Only he can make my day!

Plug: Qing

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Sad] [Listening: 3 Doors Down - When I'm Gone ]

I don't know why I felt like crying. No, seriously Im crying. Im just too emotional. My sis came over and asked me what's wrong with my voice and I told her that I just woke up so my voice seem to sound hoarse.

I am suppose to do my Chem TYS but I end up trying to help my 2 CAIs friends. Please don't be like this. Why does this happen when you two actually love each other? I hate it.

It hurts that someone don't understand you and vice versa... Seriously, who understand each other well? Sometime we don't even understand ourself...

My life is too good. I have my loving parents and caring sister. I even have friends who actually really really care for my future and everything. Im so touch. I really love them too.

I don't really mind hearing people's problems. I love to hear them but I wish I could do more than just listen.

It'll only hurts me when I asked someone something and that person refused to tell me much things. That person simply dont trust me or don't treat me like her bestfriend?

Maybe I and her are not that close enough... I don't know... You don't see me talk to her that often now. I don't know what to say. I just felt she don't treat me like her good fren. Maybe I shouldn't too? Maybe I should not bother her but this is the time she needds someone but again... I can't do anything... Am I too losuy pr maybe it's her don't allow me to enter her world of feelings.

Now even my Dad came to ask me what's wrong with me. You see, they care too much sometime. I'm just plain silly. He came and asked me again. Asking me to tell him what happen. He kept coming in to look at me. Look how lucky I am? That's why I felt so sorry for people who live in a broken family. I hope I can share my joys with you.

I just felt sorry for the outcome, CAIs. Maybe I should stop crying. I have to go now.

Hope never abandons you; you abandon it.

Plug: Rad, Roxy

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Semi-sad] [Listening: 3 Doors Down - When I'm Gone ]

Don't judge a book by it's cover because you'll never know how good the content of the book is. I thought he is just a irritating guy, who gossips a lot and rattle non-stop but he is not what as I think. I'm so wrong of him. I hope I can help him in some way or another. Cheer up and be happy because the world has not end yet.

Don't cry out loudJust keep it inside,
learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all

Life is like a passing clouds, full of changes and unique. It's beautiful to see the changes of the clouds but it's ugly to see human change.

Math paper tomorrow! I can't imagine what disaster will strike me. Math! Math! Math! I wonder if I can handle it. Chemistry paper on Tue! *sigh* Another killer. It's not very hard. I hope I can memories those chemistry theories as well as how I memorise those facts for history & social studies. *cross finger*

Im going to reformat my computer soon! My computer is way too lousy. Now I'm trying to attach all my downloaded stuffs to my gmail. Lol! Hope I can get a CD burner soon, so I can just burn those stuffs into the CD. So, for the time being, I have to pity my gmail account. Lol!

Plug: Lara, Charlene, Nile, Heather

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Happy] [Listening: Usher - Confession part 2 ]

Yo! People! Im back! My exam is not over yet! But I don't think I need any stupid hiatus when I still come online very often. Lol! Another reason that I decided to come back because I did a new layout!!! Never really add those special effect on this layout but I love it. Not only it feature mon chouchou, Mexes, those words are meaningful to me: All the good times is gone. All the good memories just fade away.

When I am doing this layout, I am thinking about those days when Im still in primary school, where I always hang out with those guys. They're really funny and awesome people but I have none of their contacts except for one!! Im so sad! How come I am so stupid when I am young? I really miss them. I also miss those days when my friend are in their old self. Sometime it is just so sad.

ATTENTION ALL SIBS,AFFILIATES & LINKS XCHANGE:
I have removed quite alot of links because some were closed, didn't link us or the host's account is suspended. If you still wish to be our sib, affies or xchange link, please comment here or email us, ok? Thanks!

Today O level Mathematics Paper:
It wasn't that hard after all. It's manageable and I manage to do many questions (unlike in Prelim) but I'm not really confident of my answer. Hm.. Let's see then.

I have watched Shark Tale today!! It's a great movie. Lenny is sooooo cutee!!

Not forgetting to thanks all commentors! You make my day! Also, thanks for all your good luck wishes!

Plug: Judy, Roxy, Stef, Luthien, Lara, Kristina, Aidan, Loeder, Kikie, Sophie, Chelsea, Mel, Iman, Krystal, Tia, Yinx