This morning was super duper scary. I felt really awful and I really felt alot for the whole suitation. I don't know why, maybe I experience a smiliar suitation before. When I see we what JC did this morning, I was really taken aback and I really takes my hat of JS for being so calm in all suitation. JS really has a very strong character, at least that's what I think. When JC threw the JS's table, it hit my chair, suddenly I felt I was half deaf. I don't know why, maybe the impact was really big.

Seeing them this way, I nearly wanted to cry out because it just reminds me how painful I was when such things t happen to me. Also, I hate to see them this way. All the lessons before recess, I found myself can hardly laugh but I somehow manage to. Whatever happen to them. I wish them all the best. Well, we're all CAIs so I think I should send my blessing to them too. *wink*

During English lesson, I wrote something about them. I wonder if it's nice as my English isn't that fantastic after all.


One aways hide his inner emotion,
another often shows his feelings by making a commotion.

He smiles, laughs and make sure he is himself,
while another will flare up and kick the shelf.

To end the friendship, he throws all the past away,
but another never wants it to end up this way.

Why must they do this to each other,
whne they actually love one another.

To get the rainbow, you have to pass the storm first.

No matter how difficult the challenge, when we spread our wings of faith and allow the winds of God's spirit to lift us, no obstacle is too great to overcome.

Hope never abandons you; you abandon it.

Rise above the storm and you will find the sunshine.

I am not concerned that you have fallen - I am concerned that you arise.

My another friend is feeling very down too. I just feel that sometimes she is very fake but I think she just doesn't want to show how she totally feel. But luckily, she did told me how she felt about certain things. I send her a SMS her before and tell her... "When you're feeling sad, just remember that, I'M CUTE, YOU'RE CUTE and OTHERS IS UGLY" Not much meaning, I just want her to be happy :)

Ok, forget about the sadness and sorrow... I shall talk about something else...Sorry can't think of one. All is just so... forget it. Bye! I need some sleep now.

Plug: Luthien, Yinx, Kikie

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Tired ] [Listening: None ]

I woke up at 2:30am this morning just to watch the match Roma VS Real Madrid. I was happy for them in the first half. Roma was leading Real by 2 goals to one! I thought that was a good chance for them to grab the 3 points. But too bad... They didn't kill the game off. They allowed Real to score another 3 goals in the 2nd half and Roma lost the game 2-4. *sigh* Roma can score but can't defence. How sad right? They really need a coach to guide them right now. I try to be more optimistic or else what can I do? Hopefully they can do well against Inter Milan.

Hm...I am kinda sad for my friend, LK because he always can't get the girl that he want. First, he woo X.Y but he can't get her, after that it's H.T, and now it's X.T. Haha! Sad case. I think he has to improve his image in order to get the girl he wants. However, I think Lk should be happy that he is more handsome than Melvin. Haha! Does looks is really that important?

Lastly, our first hostee, Luthien got her site up!! Her site is not in English but well you still can go there and tag her board (She understand English) and show her some support! *wink* I hosted her not just because she's good in html and blah. It's also because she's my online friend and we share the same interest! It's not always easy to find someone who shares the same interest with you right?!

I have got back all my prelim papers. I got B3 for Combine Humanities, B4 for Geography and A1 for Chinese. Nice eh? Haha! But I failed my maths & science. So what's the use? Hehe! I'm very tired now. I'm going to sleep now. Byee!

Plug: Nat, Jojjo, Iman, Judy, Luthien, Stef, Jojo, Roxy

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Joyful ] [Listening: None ]

Happy Birthday to my dear! Although I can't be by his side right now, I just wanna wish him all the best in whatever he do. *muack* I wrote a birthday sign for him (Hehe! Ugly handwriting)! Hope he'll see it ;)

Here's one of the photo taken at WCP. I actually have more but there's something wrong with photobucket.com so I'm unable to put them all up. Dammit! Lol! When photobucket.com decided to be good again, I'll put them all up. Fellow classmates, you're free to save all photos. Well, this will be like the first time I allow them to do so. Lol!




Today school was quite bad. I was tired and my eye's lid was weighting heavier and heavier each time Mrs Tan spoke. Not long, I was caught by Mrs Tan, she asked me to go to the toilet to wash my face. Hehe! There was also another SHOCKING NEWS! Do you know that only 20% of the whole secondary four students passed their English Prelim Exam? I was like, WTF? It's the first time I failed my English soooooooo badly for my English. Everyone was cursing and scolding Mrs Siew. She is soooo strict!! No teacher ever mark it such a way that so many people failed. I think she is sick! Her husband must had a quarrel with her before she marked the paper. SICKO! Then after school I went to find Mr Fuad for my class photos and he told me that for the time being he can't find the photos so I have to come and find him again tomorrow to get the photos from him. I think Mr Fuad is getting old. *sigh*

I wanted to make my own POSB card today and later then I realised that I'm still underage to make my own POSB card! Dammit! That also means I can't buy my own discman and digital cam yet! Argh!

Plug: Chrissy

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Mixed ] [Listening: 3 Doors Down - Away From The Sun ]

Thing couldn't be more worse. Starting of the season, Mexes's suspension problems. Capello leaving. Prandelli resigned because of his wife's health problem. Cassano's on and off field problems. Match against Dynamo Kiev was suspended. Roma now lost to Bologna 3-1. Bologna was 2 men down. They only have 9 men on the field. Roma was throwing all the strikers on the field, yet they still lost! Their current coach Voller wanted to resign after coaching Roma for only 3 match!! What should I say now? They'll be facing Real this Wednesday. Hopefully, they're able to get some points there because Real is a terrible suitation too.

FORZA ROMA!

Yesterday, my class was shooting 4E6 idol at WCP. I was one of the judge!!! Well, a lousy judge, who don't know what to say and look bad on TV. Lol! Well, overall it's enjoyable. I'll put some of the photos on net tomorrow.

I have officially lost my discman. The school can't help me. Some idots stole it!!! Sadly, I have to buy a new one. I think I have to buy the lost Maroon 5 CD too! Argh! Oh yea.. I suddenly remembered that that day at WCP, Mirza, Huixin and lotsa people were singing 'She'll be loved' and 'This Love'. I nearly wanted to kill them because it keeps reminding me that I lost my CD!!!! Lol!

Plug: Vera, Kriz, Judy, Yinx, Mel, Stef, Jojo

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Happy ] [Listening: None ]

Firstly, I just wanna said that I love the Zlatan's avatar that my sis made. Also, I have decided not to write his name as Frances. Lol! He's proud, cocky, a spoilt kid and his words are full of sarcasm, so I also don't know why I like him?! Ironic?! Maybe it'll be just an on/off thing. I just read a news on him that he refused to be interview after tha match and blah... Im unclear about the whole thing but I know this isn't the first time according to some livejournal's pal. :) I never like Juve players, except for Canna - he don't use to be Juve player!!

I don't know why some people at the Roma forum started to blame Totti just because he missed the PK that cost the team 3 points. Hello people? Who don't miss penalty? Even people like Del Piero missed it too. When he score goals people hail him and when he missed the PK people scold him like shit. What's wrong with these people?? Don't human make mistakes??


So what about this Mirza? Lol!


Look at Ian's face! Oh.. trying to act cute but he is really. Only 'something' turn me off. Lol!

Nothing much today. Today, I make a few observation on my classmates.
1. Huixin, Beth & Victoria have been talking about the graduation night since Monday!!
2. Jiesi is someone who looks happy on the outside but his inside is unpredictable.
3. I thought Lionel is quite an Okay person but now I think he is someone who can't fool around with. BORING!
3. Minyi... I just wonder if all her words are meant to be good or it's just some sarcastic remarks.
4. Melvin is still in his love dreamland.
5. Ming Geng always call me "Mei Nu" (Pretty Girl) when I walk pass him and I know he don't mean it. Haha! He is just gibberish.

I finally get my pathetic $20 from Mr Ho! Ho! Ho! Haha! $20? So pathetic. All my hard work only worth $20!!!!

I and Grace went to WCP to book the BBQ pit but the booth was close so the BBQ has officially cancel! Im not disappointed. I'm actually very happy about it. I think it's not going to be a happy event. I don't know why. Neither SPY nor Hui Ting are happy these days except me...Btw, on the way to WCP, Grace and I talked about a lot of stuffs and I really enjoy talking to her and we laugh a lot. We talked about our school mates, who she don't really like and other lame stuffs. She's a straight forward person and I like that. I hate people who try to lie about how she/he feels about something or someone. Maybe she's a better friend than SPY and HuiTing?? SPY is too in love with her bf & Hui Ting can't get over his ex-bf. Me & Grace are like.. heck care about those BGR stuff. Well, we're still young right? Lol! Grace actually don't like Hui Ting and I know why and she is starting to dislike SPY? I'm not sure but I can tell you she LIKES ME because I can be play with. Lol! Ok, she means she can always bully me and I'm easy going and I don't whine! She hates people who whine a lot. Hmm... I think I start to like her more too. Lol!

Just a few quick notes. I think Hui Ting is a little insensible to cut herself just because of a guy. THAT'S STUPID! I have already told her before but I think my words didn't get into her head. I'm thinking if she do these just to catch our attention because she kept telling me that SPY doesn't even bother these things about her and I'm like the only one who care. I don't know what to say.It's like... Hello, girl? If you have ONE person to care for you that's good enough. It's better than no one care about you. You want how many people to care about you?? I also come to the point that SPY care more about her boyfriend than her friends. Also, after hearing what Grace said. I think I don't quite like her boyfriend too. Maybe I should stick to Grace more? Lol!

Some friends are just ironic.

One last time, I put my discman at the POA room and I forgot to bring home. Shit! Earlier on when I was on the bus, I asked Grace to see if she still see my discman there. She said, "No!" AH!!! I LOST MY DISCMAN! MY MAROON 5 CD and my $39 EARPEICE!!!!

Plug: Yinx, Niece, Jojo, Jenny

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Sleepy ] [Listening: None ]

I can't think of a title but I some how wanna thanks Mirza because he finally said something good about Roma!! Haha! He said Mexes was handsome! Haha! How nice of him right? Lol!

Btw, Roma draw with Lecce 2-2. Not really a good result. I think they should have won but too bad Totti missed the penalty. *sigh* Also, Milan lost 2-1 to Messina!! The previous match, Messina beat Roma 3-4 now they beat Milan.. argh! Never underestimate the newly promoted team. Now the only unbeaten team is Juventus. Argh! All their opponent is so lousy so Juventus can easily beat them... they'll get the taste of losing soon. I hate Juventus! But Cannavaro and the Frances is there.. :(


Aint's Canna & Frances cute?

Our class took the class photos today! Although we wasted a lot of time, it was really fun. Here's 2 photos I have take using my phone. It's just a sneak preview because it's not very clear. Lol!


Do you think the guys are naked?

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Fine] [Listening: None]

I have done a new layout! It's featuring mon chouchou again! The previous layout only lasted for1 week! Lol! I wanted a brighter and happier layout so I decided to change it :p If you see everything is in a mess for the layout, don't blame me. I don't know why. It usually takes a few days to show up everything nicely.

Yesterday, Geo paper was easy. Hopefully I can score well. I have studied History and Geography this afternoon so it's time to rest and blogged! haha!

Im so happy today! I saw O.C.T again!! He is so cuteee! He really looks like Robbie Savage, except that his hair is brown and not blonde. *Drool* Im ever more thrill that he look at me whenever I look at him! How I wish he is interested in me. Lol! Opps! I already have mine. How can I! Mon chuochuo please forgive me. :p *knock my head*


Mon chouchou!

Ever wonder what's does 'Mon chouchou' means? It means my pet in Frence. Lol! Hm.. He is mine, so I can call him whatever I want. He don't mind too. Hehe!

Thanks Sam for writing me a poem! He is so nice!

Kristyn my dearest listener,
rough she might be but still patient loving and gentle.
Though your efforts people don't appreciate,
but go on, it's certainly great.

Remember your first impression of me?
Oh thinking I'm lowly, rude and dirty.
But don't judge a book by its cover,
you'll never know what comes after.
Now we're getting along well as friends,
bringing all previous concepts to an end.
Just don't forget about me after we leave,
because only you will be there to hear me grieve.

Don't worry. boy! I'll never forget you. Not just because you're also Cai but also you're one of a kind. You're too special for me to forget :) I used to have bad impression about Sam. Lol! When he is in sec 2, I think he is so sissy. He is just like XK.. Lol! Both of them look so sissy to me. When I was in Sec 3, I still don't quite like him. I think he is too talkative and gossips too much like a girl. Lol! It's only when I get to know him more, I then started to change my impression of him. He is not as bad as I think. Wo Kan Zhou Yan Le. Lol! You go boy! Whatever will happen to you next, Im sure you're able to overcome it. I will try to write something for you too, ok?

Plug: Cindy, Yen Lin, Yinx, Nile

This morning was super duper scary. I felt really awful and I really felt alot for the whole suitation. I don't know why, maybe I experience a smiliar suitation before. When I see we what JC did this morning, I was really taken aback and I really takes my hat of JS for being so calm in all suitation. JS really has a very strong character, at least that's what I think. When JC threw the JS's table, it hit my chair, suddenly I felt I was half deaf. I don't know why, maybe the impact was really big.

Seeing them this way, I nearly wanted to cry out because it just reminds me how painful I was when such things t happen to me. Also, I hate to see them this way. All the lessons before recess, I found myself can hardly laugh but I somehow manage to. Whatever happen to them. I wish them all the best. Well, we're all CAIs so I think I should send my blessing to them too. *wink*

During English lesson, I wrote something about them. I wonder if it's nice as my English isn't that fantastic after all.


One aways hide his inner emotion,
another often shows his feelings by making a commotion.

He smiles, laughs and make sure he is himself,
while another will flare up and kick the shelf.

To end the friendship, he throws all the past away,
but another never wants it to end up this way.

Why must they do this to each other,
whne they actually love one another.

To get the rainbow, you have to pass the storm first.

No matter how difficult the challenge, when we spread our wings of faith and allow the winds of God's spirit to lift us, no obstacle is too great to overcome.

Hope never abandons you; you abandon it.

Rise above the storm and you will find the sunshine.

I am not concerned that you have fallen - I am concerned that you arise.

My another friend is feeling very down too. I just feel that sometimes she is very fake but I think she just doesn't want to show how she totally feel. But luckily, she did told me how she felt about certain things. I send her a SMS her before and tell her... "When you're feeling sad, just remember that, I'M CUTE, YOU'RE CUTE and OTHERS IS UGLY" Not much meaning, I just want her to be happy :)

Ok, forget about the sadness and sorrow... I shall talk about something else...Sorry can't think of one. All is just so... forget it. Bye! I need some sleep now.

Plug: Luthien, Yinx, Kikie

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Tired ] [Listening: None ]

I woke up at 2:30am this morning just to watch the match Roma VS Real Madrid. I was happy for them in the first half. Roma was leading Real by 2 goals to one! I thought that was a good chance for them to grab the 3 points. But too bad... They didn't kill the game off. They allowed Real to score another 3 goals in the 2nd half and Roma lost the game 2-4. *sigh* Roma can score but can't defence. How sad right? They really need a coach to guide them right now. I try to be more optimistic or else what can I do? Hopefully they can do well against Inter Milan.

Hm...I am kinda sad for my friend, LK because he always can't get the girl that he want. First, he woo X.Y but he can't get her, after that it's H.T, and now it's X.T. Haha! Sad case. I think he has to improve his image in order to get the girl he wants. However, I think Lk should be happy that he is more handsome than Melvin. Haha! Does looks is really that important?

Lastly, our first hostee, Luthien got her site up!! Her site is not in English but well you still can go there and tag her board (She understand English) and show her some support! *wink* I hosted her not just because she's good in html and blah. It's also because she's my online friend and we share the same interest! It's not always easy to find someone who shares the same interest with you right?!

I have got back all my prelim papers. I got B3 for Combine Humanities, B4 for Geography and A1 for Chinese. Nice eh? Haha! But I failed my maths & science. So what's the use? Hehe! I'm very tired now. I'm going to sleep now. Byee!

Plug: Nat, Jojjo, Iman, Judy, Luthien, Stef, Jojo, Roxy

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Joyful ] [Listening: None ]

Happy Birthday to my dear! Although I can't be by his side right now, I just wanna wish him all the best in whatever he do. *muack* I wrote a birthday sign for him (Hehe! Ugly handwriting)! Hope he'll see it ;)

Here's one of the photo taken at WCP. I actually have more but there's something wrong with photobucket.com so I'm unable to put them all up. Dammit! Lol! When photobucket.com decided to be good again, I'll put them all up. Fellow classmates, you're free to save all photos. Well, this will be like the first time I allow them to do so. Lol!




Today school was quite bad. I was tired and my eye's lid was weighting heavier and heavier each time Mrs Tan spoke. Not long, I was caught by Mrs Tan, she asked me to go to the toilet to wash my face. Hehe! There was also another SHOCKING NEWS! Do you know that only 20% of the whole secondary four students passed their English Prelim Exam? I was like, WTF? It's the first time I failed my English soooooooo badly for my English. Everyone was cursing and scolding Mrs Siew. She is soooo strict!! No teacher ever mark it such a way that so many people failed. I think she is sick! Her husband must had a quarrel with her before she marked the paper. SICKO! Then after school I went to find Mr Fuad for my class photos and he told me that for the time being he can't find the photos so I have to come and find him again tomorrow to get the photos from him. I think Mr Fuad is getting old. *sigh*

I wanted to make my own POSB card today and later then I realised that I'm still underage to make my own POSB card! Dammit! That also means I can't buy my own discman and digital cam yet! Argh!

Plug: Chrissy

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Mixed ] [Listening: 3 Doors Down - Away From The Sun ]

Thing couldn't be more worse. Starting of the season, Mexes's suspension problems. Capello leaving. Prandelli resigned because of his wife's health problem. Cassano's on and off field problems. Match against Dynamo Kiev was suspended. Roma now lost to Bologna 3-1. Bologna was 2 men down. They only have 9 men on the field. Roma was throwing all the strikers on the field, yet they still lost! Their current coach Voller wanted to resign after coaching Roma for only 3 match!! What should I say now? They'll be facing Real this Wednesday. Hopefully, they're able to get some points there because Real is a terrible suitation too.

FORZA ROMA!

Yesterday, my class was shooting 4E6 idol at WCP. I was one of the judge!!! Well, a lousy judge, who don't know what to say and look bad on TV. Lol! Well, overall it's enjoyable. I'll put some of the photos on net tomorrow.

I have officially lost my discman. The school can't help me. Some idots stole it!!! Sadly, I have to buy a new one. I think I have to buy the lost Maroon 5 CD too! Argh! Oh yea.. I suddenly remembered that that day at WCP, Mirza, Huixin and lotsa people were singing 'She'll be loved' and 'This Love'. I nearly wanted to kill them because it keeps reminding me that I lost my CD!!!! Lol!

Plug: Vera, Kriz, Judy, Yinx, Mel, Stef, Jojo

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Happy ] [Listening: None ]

Firstly, I just wanna said that I love the Zlatan's avatar that my sis made. Also, I have decided not to write his name as Frances. Lol! He's proud, cocky, a spoilt kid and his words are full of sarcasm, so I also don't know why I like him?! Ironic?! Maybe it'll be just an on/off thing. I just read a news on him that he refused to be interview after tha match and blah... Im unclear about the whole thing but I know this isn't the first time according to some livejournal's pal. :) I never like Juve players, except for Canna - he don't use to be Juve player!!

I don't know why some people at the Roma forum started to blame Totti just because he missed the PK that cost the team 3 points. Hello people? Who don't miss penalty? Even people like Del Piero missed it too. When he score goals people hail him and when he missed the PK people scold him like shit. What's wrong with these people?? Don't human make mistakes??


So what about this Mirza? Lol!


Look at Ian's face! Oh.. trying to act cute but he is really. Only 'something' turn me off. Lol!

Nothing much today. Today, I make a few observation on my classmates.
1. Huixin, Beth & Victoria have been talking about the graduation night since Monday!!
2. Jiesi is someone who looks happy on the outside but his inside is unpredictable.
3. I thought Lionel is quite an Okay person but now I think he is someone who can't fool around with. BORING!
3. Minyi... I just wonder if all her words are meant to be good or it's just some sarcastic remarks.
4. Melvin is still in his love dreamland.
5. Ming Geng always call me "Mei Nu" (Pretty Girl) when I walk pass him and I know he don't mean it. Haha! He is just gibberish.

I finally get my pathetic $20 from Mr Ho! Ho! Ho! Haha! $20? So pathetic. All my hard work only worth $20!!!!

I and Grace went to WCP to book the BBQ pit but the booth was close so the BBQ has officially cancel! Im not disappointed. I'm actually very happy about it. I think it's not going to be a happy event. I don't know why. Neither SPY nor Hui Ting are happy these days except me...Btw, on the way to WCP, Grace and I talked about a lot of stuffs and I really enjoy talking to her and we laugh a lot. We talked about our school mates, who she don't really like and other lame stuffs. She's a straight forward person and I like that. I hate people who try to lie about how she/he feels about something or someone. Maybe she's a better friend than SPY and HuiTing?? SPY is too in love with her bf & Hui Ting can't get over his ex-bf. Me & Grace are like.. heck care about those BGR stuff. Well, we're still young right? Lol! Grace actually don't like Hui Ting and I know why and she is starting to dislike SPY? I'm not sure but I can tell you she LIKES ME because I can be play with. Lol! Ok, she means she can always bully me and I'm easy going and I don't whine! She hates people who whine a lot. Hmm... I think I start to like her more too. Lol!

Just a few quick notes. I think Hui Ting is a little insensible to cut herself just because of a guy. THAT'S STUPID! I have already told her before but I think my words didn't get into her head. I'm thinking if she do these just to catch our attention because she kept telling me that SPY doesn't even bother these things about her and I'm like the only one who care. I don't know what to say.It's like... Hello, girl? If you have ONE person to care for you that's good enough. It's better than no one care about you. You want how many people to care about you?? I also come to the point that SPY care more about her boyfriend than her friends. Also, after hearing what Grace said. I think I don't quite like her boyfriend too. Maybe I should stick to Grace more? Lol!

Some friends are just ironic.

One last time, I put my discman at the POA room and I forgot to bring home. Shit! Earlier on when I was on the bus, I asked Grace to see if she still see my discman there. She said, "No!" AH!!! I LOST MY DISCMAN! MY MAROON 5 CD and my $39 EARPEICE!!!!

Plug: Yinx, Niece, Jojo, Jenny

[ saintxsin ] [Feeling: Sleepy ] [Listening: None ]

I can't think of a title but I some how wanna thanks Mirza because he finally said something good about Roma!! Haha! He said Mexes was handsome! Haha! How nice of him right? Lol!

Btw, Roma draw with Lecce 2-2. Not really a good result. I think they should have won but too bad Totti missed the penalty. *sigh* Also, Milan lost 2-1 to Messina!! The previous match, Messina beat Roma 3-4 now they beat Milan.. argh! Never underestimate the newly promoted team. Now the only unbeaten team is Juventus. Argh! All their opponent is so lousy so Juventus can easily beat them... they'll get the taste of losing soon. I hate Juventus! But Cannavaro and the Frances is there.. :(


Aint's Canna & Frances cute?

Our class took the class photos today! Although we wasted a lot of time, it was really fun. Here's 2 photos I have take using my phone. It's just a sneak preview because it's not very clear. Lol!


Do you think the guys are naked?