I actually doesn't want to have 'Sigh' have my title but I can think of nothing but to sigh. Looking for job again! What the hell? I'm always looking for jobs, so sick of it. Doesn't want to talk about job I'm kinda sick now, down with cough.
Yesterday I wanted to open a bottle of 'cooling' water but I couldn't open it so I asked my dad to open for me. He tell me don't drink too much, what's wrong with me. I just told him I'm going to have cough and his immediate respond is "see, that day Ben coughing already and you still go to his house to stay overnight" I was like WTF? He cough was long ago man, long before him and I went to Malaysia and I only start to cough now. What is trying to say? Got no logic at all. I cough is due to I eat too much heaty food in Malaysia and not got the virus from him. So piss off. And this morning my mom called me and ask about my cough. I kinda have mental prepare of what she going to say, true enough she said exactly what dad said to me. Whatever dad said you have to believe?? Guess you don't even remember much. Whats wrong with them man? Dad is acting like a weird man to me now, i felt so distance from him. For the past few days we didn't even have any conversation at all. Somehow I felt adrift from them now. It's so different from the past, everything change. I don't know how long can I survive here.
7 September my dear and I went to Malaysia before he start his new job. How I wish I can just stay there and never come back. Hate to face the reality. Well, I wont go into detail of the trip as I'm not in good mood so here's some picture that I took.
Moo Moo! I was actually learn driving a car whereby this cow is really near to us. So I decided to took a pic of it as a memory. Lol.
The sunset view of Penang.
What can you see from this cloud? I see dragon, well you might think other wise.
Rainbow! It wasn't even after rain. It's hard to see such a big rainbow in Singapore.
Didn't really eat anything today, the whole day I just ate 1 pack of 'Tao Sa Pia'. That stupid 'aunty' came to visit me so my stomach don't feel good at all, so don't feel like eating. Another thing is I watch finish the whole series of the drama 'One Litre of Tears'. I guess I almost cries till 1l of tears lol. Its base on a true story of a child that suffer a disease relating to spinal cord cerebellum, don't remember the actual name for it, the whole story was really sad and touching. That's why I always prefer Japanese drama to Korean drama, its more meaningful and nice.
That's all for now, finally tomorrow I'm able to meet dear. Meeting him once in a week is a real suffer. How I wish it can end soon, but its impossible for now. Ciao.
Yesterday I wanted to open a bottle of 'cooling' water but I couldn't open it so I asked my dad to open for me. He tell me don't drink too much, what's wrong with me. I just told him I'm going to have cough and his immediate respond is "see, that day Ben coughing already and you still go to his house to stay overnight" I was like WTF? He cough was long ago man, long before him and I went to Malaysia and I only start to cough now. What is trying to say? Got no logic at all. I cough is due to I eat too much heaty food in Malaysia and not got the virus from him. So piss off. And this morning my mom called me and ask about my cough. I kinda have mental prepare of what she going to say, true enough she said exactly what dad said to me. Whatever dad said you have to believe?? Guess you don't even remember much. Whats wrong with them man? Dad is acting like a weird man to me now, i felt so distance from him. For the past few days we didn't even have any conversation at all. Somehow I felt adrift from them now. It's so different from the past, everything change. I don't know how long can I survive here.
7 September my dear and I went to Malaysia before he start his new job. How I wish I can just stay there and never come back. Hate to face the reality. Well, I wont go into detail of the trip as I'm not in good mood so here's some picture that I took.
Moo Moo! I was actually learn driving a car whereby this cow is really near to us. So I decided to took a pic of it as a memory. Lol.
The sunset view of Penang.
What can you see from this cloud? I see dragon, well you might think other wise.
Rainbow! It wasn't even after rain. It's hard to see such a big rainbow in Singapore.
Didn't really eat anything today, the whole day I just ate 1 pack of 'Tao Sa Pia'. That stupid 'aunty' came to visit me so my stomach don't feel good at all, so don't feel like eating. Another thing is I watch finish the whole series of the drama 'One Litre of Tears'. I guess I almost cries till 1l of tears lol. Its base on a true story of a child that suffer a disease relating to spinal cord cerebellum, don't remember the actual name for it, the whole story was really sad and touching. That's why I always prefer Japanese drama to Korean drama, its more meaningful and nice.
That's all for now, finally tomorrow I'm able to meet dear. Meeting him once in a week is a real suffer. How I wish it can end soon, but its impossible for now. Ciao.
