Today I'm on mc cause I'm simply too tired. I wake up around 12noon and play game to kill my time. After I had finish my game I saw my ex classmate (SR) msn me, someone whom I admire when I was in school. He said the guy in my display pic look like him and he thought he was looking at himself. Lol. Later he asked me who was it and I was thinking... I remember when I was still in school I actually had a bf which no one in the school knows, cause I doesn't want people to know. But the main reason was because I dont wan SR to know. Afterall I still like him that time. Back to now, I pause for a moment and I answered him 'that guy is my boyfriend'. I was like laughing at myself. Remember those time when I tried so hard to get close to him, hear all his sadness. He doesn't much friends and I consider one of his best friend. Help him whatever I can and even have to give him morning calls. But sadly I did not success cause he has a girlfriend that time and even when they broke off I still stand no chance, he like her too much. And I know I'm the type which he wont consider. Lol. Its really funny when thinking back. Those time have become good old memories.

I'm actually the kind of person who is easily fall in love with people. So I was always kinda like tempted by people who is nice to me or whatever. Lol. But somehow now I can able to control mysself. Lol. Well maybe its not control, it's a natural thing? Lol. Cause I have someone which is enough for me and I need no one else. Lol. I remember I told my sis before, no one will want me and she will find one before me and who knows get married before me. And I said I don't mind grow old alone and maybe die alone in the house. Lol. Like I say before life is so unpredictable, out of the sudden things change. Every negative things have become positive, isn't it amazing?

Oh yea, I never know that grace actually read my blog. Lol. So 'kapo' Lol. (I'm kidding Grace, dont angry. Lol!) Too free I think. Haha. Anyway I have bought your present, I'm sure you will like it. Actually I don't need buy any present but because of you.. waste my money. Lol! SO regret knowing you. Wahahaha :P

That's all for today, gotta go for game now. Have to train my dear's char. Lol. Cheater him :P Ciao!

The moment I step into the office and switch on the computer I would start to surf net. Lol. Find it too bored to do the work I suppose to do. Lol! So I went to take quiz again. Lol. There's tons of quiz to take so I too this quiz called 'The Wedding Date Predictor' and the result is 'YOU WILL BE MARRIED BY: Saturday, July 3, 2010' So its 4 years from now which is somehow a ideal time to get married. Lol. Well whether it will come true or not, we shall see then.

There's another one which is 'The Relationship Assessment Test' and the result is your relationship is more likely to last if you and your partner improve how you understand each other's strengths and weaknesses. And it explain that One thing in particular that may be causing — or might cause — future problems in your relationship, is your level of worry. Hmmm.. Do I really worry that much? I don't know. I don't have a answer myself, maybe sometimes I do worry but maybe not that much?

This site is really an interesting as it got all sorts of quizes. So for people for are really bored. Click here if you are interested.

It's gonna be quite boring for me this week as there will be no programme for me. Proberly go home after work and play game. What a boring day for a day to end like this. Lol.

Do you believe I blog again?! I got too much free time for me. Kinda no mood and tired today. I didn't get to sleep well last night, angry with my mom and kinda upset by him. I know I'm wrong that I shouldn't do the house chores in that way but what really make me mad is her childish act. I don;t wish to bring it up again, it's pointless and not worth mentioning. I'm glad that grace entertain me despite it doesn't even concern about her. My sis is lucky she got a good friend like her, unlike me I don't. I doesn't have any friend that I can talk to, so I thought telling my problem to him. But instead he got no mood and get me even more sad. Actually I don't need any advise, I just need some comfort or console. It just end up I'm crying in sorrow. I felt kinda disappointed that when I feeling bad or down you didn't make me feel better. It make me feel like I'm in the wrong. Somehow sometimes I still believe a person can't laugh too much during a certain period of the day or you will get really upset the next period of the day. I don't know if its true I just heard this from one of my friend during my school days.

I went to search for some stupid quiz to do. So I happen to see this site, it a love test base on colours. Looks interesting so I took it. And some of the result is kinda true.

" You find much of life's fulfillment in your strong relationships with others"

"So if a friend or romantic partner offers you some constructive criticism, you may take it very personally and feel hurt."

"In love, you likely seek out a partner you can feel completely bonded with."

"When you're part of a couple, you often really enjoy being silly with your partner."

"you tend to feel that it's important for both parties to feel heard in an argument."

"It can be difficult for you to have open, honest conversations about your own faults"

Thats all for now. I'm bored as usual. Cya Peace!

Recently I came across this site which I find it very educational or rather interesting. Lol. I don't remember how I get to see this site but I remember it come from the Yahoo serach engine. It says about all kinds of female related issue. Its not only let women understand themselves more but it also let guys understand about the ladies. So what kind of female stuffs does the site provide? Click HERE for the site. But before that I think it would be better if you are above 18 before reading the content. Lol! As I think some of the content are not suitable for the young. Hee! I shall not comment futher about this site. If you are interested then go ahead to the site and find out yourself. :) Well do you believe for female when their period is coming they tent to be more horny than usual?! I think I do believe a little. Lol!

I was kinda bored in the office, Ben is on mc today. Hahaha.. Talk too much yesterday so today can't turn up for work. Lol. Tomorrow I'm gonna 'shoot' him. *Evil grin* Those guys in the techincal room keep chatting and gossiping. Isn't men the same as women? So 'San Ba' LOL! Anyway, I wonder why Darren likes to ask Ivan's relationship stuffs so much. Well, it isn't my problem but one thing I find it not that right or somehow not normal (I think so). Ivan and his gf didn't get very imtimate with each other for the past 4 years. According to what I heard is the girl has a certain limit to him. How could the girl feel or wants nothing for 4 years?? But well I don't exactly know their actual meaning of imitmate, do they refer to those normal stuffs or xxx. Lol! Well, it's not my problem, I'm just being curious who ask those guys to talk so loud and let me hear their conversation. Lol.

Feeling bored doing my work so I decided to go to Yahoo! search for some information about my horoscope. And this is what I found "When Leos commit themselves to something they go with it for life. Leos are honest in love life. Leos when loved and respected have hearts of gold. But when not loved or when they are not reciprocated they become depressed, self-pitying and self-destructive." I'm having a heart of gold now. Lol! The last sentence of the pharse kinda wanna make me laugh. I know its not funny by looking at the sentence, its just seems so true to me. I remember what I told to my dear before I was with him. I said I'm the kind of person that is extreme low self extem, no confident and a very easy depress person. But after I meet him I slowly change to a more confident person, and now I didn't even bother anything about this anymore. So is it true that all or some of the Leos will become depress when they are not loved? Actually I'm not that exactly not loved by anyone but at that time of point I felt that people did not bother about my presence.

There's another amazing thing in this horoscope site and is very different from the other horoscop site that I have seen. It says that Leo and Leo their love rating is 1/10! Wow... that low?! One of the sentence says that 'There is little chance that you will get along.' I was like 'huh?!' because I don't think I can't get along well with him. Well for me I think horoscope is just for entertainment purpose and shouldn't take it seriously. I like reading but doesn't like to take it too serious about it or my mind might wonder around again. Lol.

I might die in the year of 2071?!?! Heaven knows. It's just a prediction from the site too. If it is real, that means I will die in the age of 65 which I think its already long enough for me to stay on this earth. Lol.