I'm going for hoilday again! Envy me? Please don't 'cause I have spent too much money. Lol! This time I'm going Malaysia with my dear. Well kinda anxious because I will see his parents. *finger crossed* Hopefully I won't be too afraid to see them. Well we shall see hows the trip, will write more about it when I return.

Recently my sister introduce me a website for teenager. I know I'm no longer teenager, but so what? The site is have all kinds of information that everyone should know. Even you ain't a teenager its nothing wrong to read it. I came across this article "Love — the Real Deal" Bascially it says about relationship, how should a realtionship be a healthy one. And it stated a few qualities its says: The basic qualities of a healthy relationship include

* respect (I have that)
* trust (No problem with it)
* honesty (Truthful enough to each other)
* fairness (Have it too)
* equality (Yes yes)
* good communication (Working well with it I guess)

So I had a healthy relationship then.. Lol.

Also, there's another article its wrote about "Just Jealous?" I remember he asked my before this question "if another girl says she likes him will I be jealous?" Well at first I was like thinking yes I will. But after some thinking I tell him "No I won't. Instead, I'm proud about it. Because other girls could only like him and couldn't have him while he's mine and they could only envy me. lol" In the article there's a sentence like this "People get jealous when they are uncomfortable with who they are" I kinda agree, it has something to do with self estem. Low confidence kills someones. I'm actually those kind of people who are low self estem, no confidence in myself. And its really bad, it seems like the world has become cruel, no meaning of living in this world anymore. There's no life, and there's a concept in the mind that living in this world sucks. This is what I used to think. But I don't think about it anymore when he came to my life. I remember before we get together, he told me he will help me with this and build up my confidence. At that time I was thinking how could anyone able to do it when I don't think I can make it myself. Eventually I kinda have build up my confidence, I'm don't feel so much having no confidence anymore. Weird isn't it? I don't know myself, how it all came about. Lol. So jealousy would not come across my head. I owe all this to him. Thank you very much my dear. I may not say this right in your face but in my bottom of my heart I thanks you for everything you have done for me. Thanks god for letting me to meet you. Lol. Feeling cold? Lol. Then I shall stop here. Preparing to go out now. Ciao!

Back from Genting (Malaysia) and now I'm sick. Lol I'm down with flu and cough. This trip to Genting was a little different cause my sis's friend tag along too. At first I was thinking like 'what? Why she wanna come with us, so odd' But after the 4 days she seems nice to get along too. I even get crazy with her. Haha... I'm too lazy to explain in detail.

OMG!?!?!? I have to find a job again. So sick of it. How I wish I don't have to work. (Who don't wish to)

Well, yesterday I had my birthday celebration. This time is something very different from what I always had. I celebrate at a very nice restaurant with my family and my dear. The food was delicious and very filling. Overall its pretty nice.


This is my birthday cake! Of course my favourite mango cake.. Lol. If you see carefully theres a rose behind the cake, the rose is from my dear. How sweet >.< Hee..

Thinking of adding more but can't seems to type anything so I just end here. Peace!