Yesterday I was actually blogging in my office while downloading Paint Shop Pro. Unfortunately, the computer doesn’t have enough memories and the whole thing hangs. Even the program for the ordering of gas has hang! The worse has yet to come, calls keep coming in when I was restarting the computer. I was so panic as those orders has to be sent out, so I have to write all those address down, while waiting for the program to start.

Maybe its karma, lol! I was actually writing on how bad the company is and this happen to me. So now I have to re-write and tell you what I actually wrote. For my previous entry I said that the people here was nice, but I was wrong. One of the colleagues told me that people there are talking bad thing behind my back! I was so hurt and I even thought of quitting! How could I stay in such place where I can’t work together with all these people? I guess I’m very easily getting affected with things like that. So yesterday when I was at the office, I just do my own stuffs. I don’t want to get so close to them anymore. I told myself that I would just go there for money, for a living and NOT making friends. It’s really disappointing; if there’s other job out there I will leave immediately.

I actually miss one order the day before yesterday and my supervisor said that the one who miss order could pack their stuffs and go home. Later she found out that it was me, even though she was like kidding but who knows she might really mean it. I don’t really want to bother them anymore, say whatever they like. I don’t wanna give a damn about them.

Anyway, I miss Lost! Lol! Sawyer is the one I miss the most I guess. Haha! I just couldn’t get enough of him. I’m still waiting for season 2. There’s news said that a character will be eliminate, as he/she couldn’t agree on the contract. I wonder who will it be, I sure it will not be Sawyer. Haha! I’m thinking if I should start a new layout. Do you guys think I should? Hee! If I change the layout can you guess who will it be? Haha! Okay, gotta g and play game now, cya guys remember to tell me should I change layout or not. Ciao!

To Olivia: I didn't buy it, is my sister's friend that download the whole season for her.

To Anna: Watching DVDs is great too. You should ask someone to record it for you to watch. Its something you cannot miss. Lol!

To Stef: OMG! I didn't get to see the newspaper. Do you know the exact date he will be coming, I wanna go to airport there to fetch him. Tell me more.

To Nadia: The job doesn’t pay well, after the cut of CPF I left about S$900 (US$537). Sad right?

I'm in the office again to blog. Lol! Kinda bored right now as I'm working till 8pm today. I started since 10.30am this morning, and I have 3 more hours to go. *sigh* I felt so sleepy ever since I step into the office. Lol! Anyway, I get some shifts which I hate it. Tue to Fri I will be working from 7.30am to 4pm. And Sat is 3pm to 8pm. I hate the saturday shift, especially it end till so late. By the time I reach home it will be around 9pm. Last entry I have mentioned about the people here were nice but I'm quite a loner here. I dont know how to join into their conversation. *Sigh* Sometimes I feel tired to work here. Please help me. Ahhhh.....

By the way, my sis and I have been watching 'Lost' for the past 3 days and you know what we have already watch till epsoide 21!! I love the show, its awesome! Haha! Have you guys watch it? I love the guy call 'Sawyer' the most. Lol! He look gorgeous despite his character in the show is a little cocky. Lol! Today I dont think I'm able to watch it. *Sob* I feel like if I dont watch for 1 day I will die. Haha! I'm thinking of taking a cab home so I will reach home faster and see if I can catch at least 1 eposide. Lol! I guess I'm a Lost freak now.

To Judy: Yeah, he say he might retired after the Olympics 2010 if I'm not wrong.

To Ashley: Hes Ian Thorpe, a excellent swimmer from Australia. Hee!

To Nadia: I'm working as a customer service, handling phone calls so the whole day I will be facing the computer.

To Tamz: Nah.. Haha. I cant do anything with auction, I think its too hard for me. Lol! Its just a customer service.

To Olivia: I'm working as a customer service and we can go online or even chat online, my supervisior are aware of this as she is doing that too. Haha!

To Krystal: If I dont blog I got nothing else to do. I will be bored to death. Lol!

To Stef: I'm not sure, its just a suggestion from my sis. It's not a comfirm thing. I dont know when will I will get enough money. If by then I'm able to go China I ask you along? Hee!

Thanks everyone!! I'm been working recently and everything is going fine. The enviroment is good, people is nice. I'm at work right now and I'm blogging!! Haha! Isn't it good? Maybe soon I will have to do some shift, I may to work till 8pm. It has to depend on my supervisor what time I will be working by then. I just heard a bad news (for me I think) there may have shift from 8pm to 11pm! *pray* I don't wish to have that. Lol!

Kinda bored right now, and now I'm alone handling those calls so I have to be extra extra careful. If not I'm gonna by killed by people. Lol! By the way, I have buy more nicer clothes for work. Right now I'm waiting for my pay day. lol!

Upon a request from Amylia, she wanted to know my favourite actors, singers, movies, entertainment stuff. Well some of the stuffs you can find it here. Hee.

To Judy: Talk about Olympics I wish I can go China to see Ian. Haha! But theres Commonweath game too. I hate to see Ian retired. *sob*

To lyna/krystal: That friend of mine is not angry with me, she was busy when I message her. Guess I'm a little
paranoid. Lol!

To Maria: Haha! They dont pay me lots. Just enough for me will be good.

To Michelle: Yeah, gotta stop them from nagging. Haha!

To Kristyn: Haha! I knew you can't wait, and you will enjoy some stuffs when I get the pay.

Finally, I have a good news to tell you guys, I’m finally employ! If you have read my earlier post, the job is customer service. I never expected that I would be selected. I remember when I was there that interviewer told me that there will be a 2nd interview if selected, but not anymore. Yay! I’m so happy! Hope it will be a pleasant job for me. Do you know what the best thing about being employed? No more nagging from my mom! Haha! This morning, she didn’t come to my room and wake me up early. Isn’t it great? Lol! But tomorrow I will have to wake up very early because work starts at 8.30am. Argh!

Now, I have a problem, I don’t have enough formal clothes! Haha! The interviewer called me and told me that the clothes I wore on that day weren’t formal enough. Lol! Anyway, I wonder how my friend, SY, will feel because we went there together for an interview and now I’m the one that got employed and not her. Plus, I get to know about this job because of SY’s friend (which is also my classmate but I don’t know her that well) She recommends it to my SY. Just a moment ago, I message her and asked her what bus to take to go there but she did not reply me. *puzzled* It makes me wonder if she is mad at me or she is busy? I hope she is not mad at me.

I might be going to buy some clothes later but I have another problem!! I don’t have MONEY!! I can only pray hard that my sister is willing to pay for me. Hehe!

To Mireillie: Thanks! Eventually I get my job. Hope you enjoy the music baton.

To Shelly: I can understand how you feel. I hate that too. I don't have to be scolded by my sis again.

To Krystal: Yeah, my sis and I used to have a joint blog but we decided to go solo. Haha! Guess this is good too.

To Chau: Haha! Oh so sorry I have mistaken your words. Do another music baton maybe? Hee!

To Tiara: Yeah, I won't quit blogging. I want to improve my damn bad english. Lol!

Thanks everyone for your consoles. Its really nice to see all those comments. I thought of not blogging anymore. Its just make me sick, but after much thinking ithink I still wish to blog if not where should I throw all my complains at? But the most important thing is to find a job fast, if not I don't know how to face them. Everyday, my sis will say nasty things to me. A elder sis get scolded by a younger sis, isn't it ashame? Even my friend laugh at me, ha, even I'm laughing at myself.

On monday I will be going for interviews again. *sigh* So tired of that, I hope I can get at least one of them. I might go for at least 2 or 3 interview. *sigh* I'm coughing now, couldn't really sleep well last night. *sigh again*

I wont write anything too long here. I'm bored. Ask me question anyone, anything will do.

To Chau: How could you forget me? Lol! You are still young not like me, I'm not studying anymore.

To kimmi: OMG! You ask me to do sex? Who should I do with when I have no loved one? Lol! But I will try to enjoy my weekend first.

To lyna: Don't be scare by me. Your job scope might be different from mine even though its waitress. :)

To Roxy: I have sign the contract that say you have to work for 7 days before you get the pay. Suck right?

To Kelly: Don't worry, I don't think you will need to do that.

I got this music baton from Amylia. I think this is fun but never thought that it would pass it to me. I shall pass on to others too. Hee!

Total volume of music in my computer :
24 but i reduce alot from my key board. Hee!

Last CD bought : I don't remember its too long. Damn!

Song playing : Destiny Child - Girl

5 songs I listen to a lot, or that mean a lot to me currently :
Destiny Child - Girl
Brian Mcknight - Back At One
Brian Mcfadden & Delta Goodrem
Black Eyed Peas - Don't punk woth my heart
Backstreet Boys - Incomplete

5 person that I pass on to: Chau, Kimmi, Mireillie, Roxy & Krystal

I have quit my waitress job without getting any pay because I only work for one day. My whole body is going crack yesterday. I nearly couldn't endure. And its still pain today. Everyone in the house is blaming me for this. I'm PLAIN USELESS! Now my mom try to make things hard for me. Everything just suck. No body will be like me good for nothing, during my O levels I only to pass 1 subject and after I retake the exam, I pass another 1 subject only. Look how stupid I am. I have never achive anything in my whole 21 years. Whats the use of bringing me up. Maybe I shall go to hell earlier. I don't wish to say much today and I might not be blogging any sooner or never again. Bye!


To Shasta: The customer service job still have to wait for the bos to select and go for 2nd interview. So not much chance I guess. I can't stay at home, my mom is torturing me.

To lyna: Maybe I don't suit that job, you need to be fast and those bowls are made of glass it so damn heavy. I have to take more than 1 dish more and trays are not suppose to be on the table. You know those soups are hot, I couldn't use 1 hand to take them.

To kxia: Yea, the break is far too long.

To Olivia: This kind of money I would rather say no. I don't work for money. The pay is damn low, its S$1100 (US$656.489) and for the 1st month the company will take S$200 (US$119.383) . So why should I say yes.